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PREVIOUSLY
ON <i>THE BIG C...</i>

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- DO YOU HAVE CANCER?
- MELANOMA...

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STAGE FOUR.

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I KNOW YOU'RE VERY SICK,

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AND I THINK THIS TRIAL
COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE.

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I'VE CHANGED. I WANT TO BE THE
ONE TO SPILL THE FRUIT PUNCH.

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BUT YOU'RE NOT THE
SPILLING-THE-FRUIT-PUNCH TYPE.

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STARTING TO GET
YOUR WEIRD BACK, SIS.

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YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

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AREN'T YOU AFRAID OF DYING?

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I'M MORE AFRAID
OF NOT GETTING EVERYTHING DONE

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BEFORE I GO.

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NOBODY HAS THAT MUCH TIME.

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YOU HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY
FOR 20 YEARS?

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THAT'S BASICALLY THE ENTIRE TIME
YOU'VE KNOWN ME.

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I'M GONNA HANG ON
AS LONG AS I CAN.

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AND ADAM--
IF HE'S NOT READY TO GRIEVE,

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THEN I'M NOT READY TO GO.

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WHEN DID YOU STEAL THE KEYS
TO MY STORAGE LOCKER, ADAM?

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ALL THAT STUFF IN THERE
HAS MY NAME ON IT.

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NO, IT'S FOR WHEN YOU'RE OLDER
AND I'M DEAD.

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WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?

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I'M HER BROTHER--
HER SECRET SHAME,

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THE ITCH SHE CAN'T SCRATCH.

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SHUT YOUR FACE UP.

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THE ROOM IS ALL YOURS.

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I APPRECIATE THIS,
MRS. JAMISON.

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DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?

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I'M NOT STUPID.
I JUST HAVE ALZHEIMER'S.

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YOU CAN'T REMEMBER
WHERE YOU PUT A GUN?

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I KNOW WHY I KEEP SEEING YOU.

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YOU'RE TRYING TO PULL ME OVER
TO THE OTHER SIDE, MARLENE.

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AND LOOK OUT FOR THOMAS.
HE LIKES YOU.

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I AM A BLOGGER.

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I FEEL THE NEED
TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN.

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I'M ABOUT TO GO ON TOUR.

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YOU COULD JOIN ME
AS THE "FLIP THAT SWITCH" GUY.

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all: FLIP THAT SWITCH!
FLIP THAT SWITCH!

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I WANT TO DO
THAT DIVE TOMORROW.

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- WHO'S YOUR DIVE BUDDY?
- UH, CATHY?

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SHE'S THE ONLY ONE NOT BACK.

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<i>CARAJO!</i>

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WHERE THE HELL
IS THE DIVE BOAT?

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WE ARE LIVING A STRANGE REALITY
OUT HERE, ANGEL.

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MY DOCTOR CALLED ME
YESTERDAY.

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HE TOLD ME MY TUMORS
ARE GROWING.

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I THINK I'M GONNA DIE
WITHIN A YEAR.

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ANGEL?

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ANGEL.

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IT'S WEIRD, BECAUSE YOU THINK
ASHES ARE GONNA BE MORE LIKE--

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ASHES?

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YEAH, BUT...
I DON'T KNOW--THERE'S JUST--

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THERE'S CHUNKY STUFF IN IT.

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WELL, ASHES TO ASHES,

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DUST TO CHUNKY MATTER.

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IT'S BITS OF BONE.

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YOU KNOW, BONE AND, UM...

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WHAT IF
SOME OF IT'S LEFT OVER

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FROM WHOEVER
WAS CREMATED BEFOREHAND?

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OH, COME ON,
THAT'S MORBID.

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Y'ALL ARE MORBID.

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I'M DEPRESSED, MARLENE.

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CAN'T RELATE.

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I'M SO THRILLED
TO HAVE MY BOY BACK.

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I'M SORRY I COULDN'T MAKE IT
TO YOUR FUNERAL TEN FEET AWAY,

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THOMAS, BUT MY BONES
ARE COLD FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

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OH, IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU'VE GOT
YOUR CRAP-COLORED GLASSES ON.

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WHAT DO YOU WANT
YOUR EPITAPH TO SAY?

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YOU THINK YOU'VE FULFILLED
ALL YOUR GOALS?

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DID YOU HAVE ANY GOALS?

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WHAT ABOUT, "THOMAS...

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HE ONCE SHIT WHERE HE LAY
AND DIDN'T SEEM TO NOTICE"?

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HOW ABOUT, "LUCKY ME,
I HAD NO IDEA I WAS SICK"?

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OH, CHEER UP.

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AT LEAST YOUR SURGERY
GOT YOU A SENSIBLE NEW HAIRDO.

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EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT,
I JUST--

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I JUST THINK ABOUT
THOSE DOCTORS INSIDE MY HEAD,

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TOUCHING MY BRAIN WRINKLES.

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WOULD YOU HAVE PREFERRED THAT
THEY LEFT THOSE METS IN THERE,

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PRESSING ON YOUR BRAIN?
- MAYBE.

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HONESTLY.

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I MEAN, IF THEY'RE WHAT'S
RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT...

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THAT DREAM,
THAT HALLUCINATION--

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WHATEVER IT IS
YOU WANT TO CALL IT--

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THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE
I WAS ON A BOAT IN THE SUN

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EATING ORANGES,
THAT ANGEL WAS REAL...

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I MEAN, IF THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS
WHEN YOU'RE ABOUT TO DIE,

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YOU JUST GET TO EXPERIENCE
SOME BEAUTIFUL DREAM...

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INSTEAD OF
FEELING LIKE THIS...

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MAYBE.

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GREAT.
NOW I'M DEPRESSED.

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HOW'D IT GO?

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OUR FRIEND IS BURIED.
WE HAVE SAID OUR GOOD-BYES.

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ADAM ACTUALLY SAID
A NICE LITTLE PRAYER--

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QUITE LOVELY.

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OH, THAT'S GREAT.

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YOU KNOW, I...
I BET HE'S WITH MARLENE.

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YOU SHOULD WRITE,
"THOMAS ATE SHOES."

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OR, "HE MAY BE GONE,
BUT HE LEFT HIS ODOR."

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I'LL SEE YOU GUYS LATER.

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- WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
- SOCCER PRACTICE?

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- OH, RIGHT.
- I'LL DROP YOU OFF.

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I'M HEADED
BACK TO THE DORMS.

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DORM LIFE WAS
MY FAVORITE PART OF COLLEGE--

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JUST A CAREFREE UTOPIA.
- OH, I KNOW.

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MY ROOMMATE AND I
ARE DECORATING OUR ROOM

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SO IT LOOKS LIKE A CLUB--
DISCO BALL, THE WHOLE THING.

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SUPER FUN.

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OH, THAT MAKES ME
SO HAPPY, ANDREA.

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THANKS FOR LETTING ME
DO MY LAUNDRY HERE, THOUGH.

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YEAH, THANKS FOR ACTUALLY
WASHING YOUR CLOTHES.

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I DID ALL OF YOUR LAUNDRY
WHILE I WAS AT IT, MRS. J.

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- YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT.
- IT WAS THERE.

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PLUS, IT WAS WORTH IT
TO SEE ADAM'S COCK.

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WHOA!

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- WHAT?
- HUH?

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I KNOW THOSE WERE
YOUR ROOSTER BOXERS.

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UH, THERE ARE
MULTIPLE ROOSTERS,

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SO IT WOULD BE "COCKS."

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I'LL DRIVE.
- NO, YOU WILL NOT.

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- NO!
- NO, YOU WILL NOT.

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WHY? I GET MY LICENSE
IN, LIKE, A WEEK.

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WELL, SPEAKING OF WHICH,

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WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO
FOR YOUR SWEET 16?

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I WANT TO GET MY LICENSE

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AND HAVE YOU STOP CALLING IT
A "SWEET 16."

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DON'T YOU WANT A PARTY?

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NO.
SEE YOU GUYS LATER.

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- SEE YA.
- BYE.

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I THINK WE SHOULD THROW HIM
A PARTY.

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HE WANTS TO GET HIS LICENSE.
YOU KNOW, I THINK THAT'S ENOUGH.

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A LITTLE DINNER,
YOU KNOW?

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HOW YOU DOING?

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FILLED WITH DREAD.

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I HAVE THESE WAVES OF PANIC,
AND I THINK,

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"OH, MY GOD, WHAT,
IS SOMEONE STUCK UNDER A CAR?"

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AND THEN I THINK,
"OH, NO, NO."

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I JUST HAVE MY NEXT ROUND
OF CHEMO IN FOUR DAYS.

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WHAT CAN I DO?

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COME HERE.

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IF YOU ARE GOING
TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH,

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JUST FOLD THE COVERS NEATLY
WHEN YOU GET UP.

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OKAY.
I CAN MAKE MY COUCH.

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I GOT IT.

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IT'S JUST I'M STILL SO TIRED
FROM MY LAST ROUND.

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WHY DON'T YOU GO TO BED?

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YEAH, WELL, BUT IF I JUST
KEEP GOING TO SLEEP,

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I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD.

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YOU KNOW,
PLEASE DON'T TALK THAT WAY.

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YOU KNOW,
I KNOW THIS CHEMO IS TOUGH,

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BUT IT'S KEEPING YOU ALIVE.
YOU GOT TO...

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WHAT?

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WELL, YOU HAVE TO FOCUS
ON THE POSITIVE.

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YOU KNOW.
YOU HAVE TO, UM...

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YOU WANT TO SAY IT.
JUST SAY IT.

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FLIP THAT SWITCH.

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KNOCK, KNOCK.
EVERYBODY DECENT?

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YES, WE ARE.
COME ON IN.

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HI, AMBER.

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GOT THE PROTOTYPES
FOR THE "FLIP THAT SWITCH" LAMP.

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THERE'S, LIKE, 20 OF 'EM.
I PUT THE REST IN THE GARAGE.

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OH, WOW.
LET'S TAKE A LOOK.

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HOW ARE YOU DOING?

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FANTASTIC. THANKS FOR ASKING.
HOW ARE YOU?

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UH, SO GOOD.

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I READ THE FIRST CHAPTER
OF PAUL'S BOOK LAST NIGHT.

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I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST GONNA BE
LIKE YOUR LECTURE IN PRINT,

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BUT YOU GO
SO MUCH DEEPER THAN THAT.

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AND I'M NOT JUST SAYING THAT
BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BOSS, PAUL.

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- OH, THANK YOU.
- REALLY, IT'S EXCELLENT.

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OH, MY GOD, I MEAN,
I COULD CRY RIGHT NOW

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JUST EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT.

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I COULDN'T QUIT
TWEETING ABOUT IT.

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UH, NO SPECIFICS, THOUGH.
- HUH.

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WELL, THESE TURNED OUT GREAT.
- AMAZING.

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HUH?

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AWESOME.

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- THAT'S KIND OF COOL.
- CUTE.

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WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

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I WAS JUST--
I'M GONNA GO WORK

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ON MY LESSON PLAN
FOR TOMORROW.

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WHO AM I KIDDING?
GOOD NIGHT, EVERYBODY.

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IT'S A...

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PEDICAB.

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OKAY.

186
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LOOK, I LOVE BEING
YOUR PERSONAL CHAUFFEUR.

187
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YOUR CHEMO TREATMENTS, SCHOOL--
I REALLY WANT TO BE THAT GUY,

188
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BUT, CATH, I CAN'T DRIVE
YOUR CAR ANYMORE.

189
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I'M CALLING BULLSHIT
ON MYSELF.

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I CAN'T POLLUTE.
I GIVE A HOOT.

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SO, I, UH--

192
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I MADE THE BARTERING DEAL OF
THE CENTURY, AND I GOT US THIS.

193
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WE JUST HAVE TO LEAVE, YOU KNOW,
A LITTLE EARLIER THAN USUAL.

194
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I GOT YOU A BLANKET.
THERE YOU GO.

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CATHY.

196
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CONNIE.

197
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YOU DON'T SEEM HAPPY.

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I'M HAPPY.

199
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I'M SO--I'M SO HAPPY.

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IS THAT ALL?

201
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WELL,
WE'VE BEEN PORING OVER

202
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THE RESULTS OF LAST YEAR'S
STANDARDIZED TESTS,

203
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AND THEY INDICATE
THAT SOME OF OUR STUDENTS

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ARE NOT TESTING WELL
IN HISTORY.

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WHICH STUDENTS?

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YOUR STUDENTS.

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INTERESTING.

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NOW, WE'RE AWARE THAT SINCE
YOU GOT SICK,

209
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YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING
A LITTLE FAST AND LOOSE

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WITH THE CURRICULUM.

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NO, NO, NO, I-I-I TEACH
THE CURRICULUM, CONNIE,

212
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AND THEN I USE IT
TO SPRINGBOARD INTO--

213
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DIFFERENT SUBJECTS.

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MY FRESHMEN REENACTED
THE BATTLE AT WOUNDED KNEE.

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MY SENIORS--

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THEY WROTE STUMP SPEECHES

217
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AND THEN PERFORMED THEM
ON STUMPS.

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CANST WE NOT HAVE FUNETH?

219
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YOU HAD ALL YOUR STUDENTS
DO MAIL-ORDER DNA TESTS.

220
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WHICH I PAID FOR.

221
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IT'S NOT HISTORY.

222
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PERSONAL HISTORY.

223
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TURNS OUT TWO OF MY WHITE KIDS
ARE BLACKER THAN MY BLACK KID.

224
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IF YOU THINK THAT DIDN'T PROVOKE
INTERESTING CONVERSATION,

225
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YOU'D BE WRONG.

226
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YOU NEED TO TEACH...

227
00:11:26,152 --> 00:11:28,053
TO THE TEST.

228
00:11:28,054 --> 00:11:31,122
GOOD OLD AMERICAN HISTORY

229
00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:34,959
FROM THE TEXTBOOK.

230
00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:36,194
SO, UNFORTUNATELY,

231
00:11:36,195 --> 00:11:37,295
WE WILL NOT BE DESIGNING

232
00:11:37,296 --> 00:11:39,631
OUR OWN FAMILY CREST TODAY
AS PLANNED.

233
00:11:40,733 --> 00:11:43,435
NO, I KNOW.
I KNOW. I'M BUMMED TOO.

234
00:11:43,436 --> 00:11:46,304
INSTEAD...

235
00:11:46,305 --> 00:11:48,206
WE HAVE TO GET
THROUGH THIS BOOK.

236
00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:50,875
SO...

237
00:11:50,876 --> 00:11:53,913
PAGE 540...

238
00:11:55,915 --> 00:11:58,083
THE CIVIL WAR.

239
00:11:58,084 --> 00:12:02,088
A LOT OF GOOD THINGS
CAME OUT OF THE CIVIL WAR.

240
00:12:03,656 --> 00:12:07,626
OF COURSE, EVERYONE
WHO SURVIVED IT IS DEAD NOW.

241
00:12:09,295 --> 00:12:12,832
LESSONS ABOUT DEAD PEOPLE
TAUGHT BY THE DYING.

242
00:12:16,435 --> 00:12:18,803
OKAY.

243
00:12:18,804 --> 00:12:20,306
CHAPTER 17!

244
00:12:29,215 --> 00:12:31,015
OH!

245
00:12:31,016 --> 00:12:33,151
THANK YOU FOR JOINING ME.

246
00:12:33,152 --> 00:12:35,153
HOPE YOU WERE
UP TO SOMETHING FUN.

247
00:12:35,154 --> 00:12:37,388
SURFING THE WEB FOR FUTURE
VACATION DESTINATIONS.

248
00:12:37,389 --> 00:12:39,958
MAY I RECOMMEND
PUERTO RICO?

249
00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:41,626
YOU'RE A LITTLE ANEMIC.
HOW YOU FEELING?

250
00:12:41,627 --> 00:12:43,294
ANEMIC.

251
00:12:43,295 --> 00:12:45,430
STEAK FOR BREAKFAST
WOULDN'T HURT.

252
00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:46,765
GET SOME IRON PILLS.

253
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,700
DOES THAT EXPLAIN
WHY I'M EXHAUSTED ALL THE TIME?

254
00:12:48,701 --> 00:12:49,768
I CAN WRITE YOU
A PRESCRIPTION.

255
00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,136
AND I-I--
OH, I'M PRETTY SURE

256
00:12:51,137 --> 00:12:53,638
THOSE ANTIDEPRESSANTS
YOU GAVE ME ARE NOT WORKING,

257
00:12:53,639 --> 00:12:55,874
UNLESS THEY'RE SUPPOSED
TO MAKE ME MORE DEPRESSED.

258
00:12:55,875 --> 00:12:58,009
MAYBE YOU GAVE ME
AMPI-DEPRESSANTS

259
00:12:58,010 --> 00:12:59,177
THAT AMPLIFY MY DEPRESSION.

260
00:12:59,178 --> 00:13:01,045
DO YOU THINK YOU DID THAT?

261
00:13:01,046 --> 00:13:02,981
THEY TAKE ABOUT
THREE WEEKS TO KICK IN.

262
00:13:02,982 --> 00:13:04,382
WELL, I-I THINK IT'S BEEN

263
00:13:04,383 --> 00:13:07,952
ABOUT THREE WEEKS OR--
GOD, WHO KNOWS?

264
00:13:07,953 --> 00:13:09,654
CHEMO MAKES ME SO FORGETFUL.

265
00:13:09,655 --> 00:13:11,489
WELL, IT'S DOING THE JOB--

266
00:13:11,490 --> 00:13:15,126
SHRINKING THE METS
WE COULDN'T GET WITH SURGERY,

267
00:13:15,127 --> 00:13:16,594
WHICH WILL BUY--
- BUY ME MORE TIME.

268
00:13:16,595 --> 00:13:18,263
LOOK, I'M STILL TRYING TO FIGU--
- HERE, THAT'S FOR THE--

269
00:13:18,264 --> 00:13:19,764
THAT'S FOR THE IRON.

270
00:13:19,765 --> 00:13:24,269
OH, AND I THINK
I'M SEEING THE ANGEL OF DEATH.

271
00:13:24,270 --> 00:13:25,537
I MEAN, IS--IS THAT--

272
00:13:25,538 --> 00:13:28,273
IS THAT DUE TO THE METS,
OR AM I JUST CRAZY?

273
00:13:28,274 --> 00:13:29,707
OR AM I BEING SUMMONED?

274
00:13:29,708 --> 00:13:31,342
I MEAN, DO YOU HAVE
ANY OTHER PATIENTS

275
00:13:31,343 --> 00:13:32,410
WHO TALK ABOUT SEEING HIM?

276
00:13:32,411 --> 00:13:34,045
HE'S GOT...

277
00:13:34,046 --> 00:13:37,081
THIS BLACK HAIR--
IT'S CURLY.

278
00:13:37,082 --> 00:13:38,449
KIND OF SEXY, BUT MARRIED.

279
00:13:38,450 --> 00:13:42,420
SOUNDS LIKE
AN ACTIVE IMAGINATION.

280
00:13:42,421 --> 00:13:45,156
UH, EXCUSE ME.
WAIT A MINUTE.

281
00:13:47,927 --> 00:13:51,262
DID YOU JUST SIGH?

282
00:13:51,263 --> 00:13:53,431
WHAT IS IT, CATHERINE?
WHAT DO YOU WANT?

283
00:13:53,432 --> 00:13:55,700
JUST A FEW MORE SECONDS
OF YOUR TIME, PLEASE.

284
00:13:55,701 --> 00:13:57,502
I DON'T HAVE THE TIME
RIGHT NOW.

285
00:13:57,503 --> 00:13:59,704
- WELL, YOU NEED TO FIND IT.
- FINE, CATHY.

286
00:13:59,705 --> 00:14:01,773
DO I THINK THE METS
ARE CAUSING HALLUCINATIONS?

287
00:14:01,774 --> 00:14:04,042
NO, NOT BASED
ON THEIR LOCATION.

288
00:14:04,043 --> 00:14:05,176
WHAT ELSE?

289
00:14:05,177 --> 00:14:07,278
HOW MUCH TIME EXACTLY
IS THIS CHEMO GIVING ME?

290
00:14:07,279 --> 00:14:08,446
I DON'T KNOW.

291
00:14:08,447 --> 00:14:11,983
- WHAT--SIX MONTHS, A YEAR?
- POSSIBLY.

292
00:14:11,984 --> 00:14:13,618
IF I DON'T DO THE CHEMO,

293
00:14:13,619 --> 00:14:15,854
IS IT POSSIBLE I COULD
STILL HAVE THAT MUCH TIME?

294
00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:17,455
IS IT POSSIBLE?
YES.

295
00:14:17,456 --> 00:14:19,123
THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS
THAT ARE POSSIBLE.

296
00:14:19,124 --> 00:14:20,258
LOOK, CATHY,

297
00:14:20,259 --> 00:14:22,961
THE CHEMO IS DOING
WHAT WE WANT IT TO DO.

298
00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:25,330
IF IT WERE ME,
THAT'S WHAT I'D BE DOING.

299
00:14:25,331 --> 00:14:28,867
GOOD NEWS--
IT'S NOT YOU.

300
00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:29,868
NOW, ARE WE DONE?

301
00:14:29,869 --> 00:14:31,135
OR DO YOU HAVE
MORE QUESTIONS

302
00:14:31,136 --> 00:14:33,271
THAT I'VE ALREADY GIVEN YOU
THE ANSWER TO?

303
00:14:33,272 --> 00:14:35,306
OH, WELL, EXCUSE ME.
I'M SO SORRY TO BE SO ANNOYING.

304
00:14:35,307 --> 00:14:36,741
BUT DON'T WORRY--
I'LL BE OUT OF YOUR LIFE SOON,

305
00:14:36,742 --> 00:14:37,742
SINCE I'M DYING.

306
00:14:37,743 --> 00:14:42,748
WHICH MAKES YOU
SPECIAL HOW?

307
00:14:44,650 --> 00:14:46,184
I HAVE OTHER PATIENTS
I HAVE TO SEE.

308
00:14:49,755 --> 00:14:53,524
AT LEAST I COULD BE MYSELF
WITH MY DOCTOR--

309
00:14:53,525 --> 00:14:55,593
ADMIT I WAS DEPRESSED.

310
00:14:55,594 --> 00:14:57,028
YEAH, BUT THEN HE WENT
ALL ASSHOLE ON YOU.

311
00:14:57,029 --> 00:14:58,529
HE SURE DID.

312
00:14:58,530 --> 00:15:01,332
I GUESS NOW I'M GONNA HAVE
TO PUT ON AN ACT FOR HIM TOO.

313
00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:03,401
"OH, I JUST--
I'M SO HAPPY."

314
00:15:03,402 --> 00:15:05,403
"I'M SO HAPPY

315
00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:07,005
"THAT I LIVE IN AN AGE
WHERE I CAN ENJOY

316
00:15:07,006 --> 00:15:08,840
"THE FRUITS
OF MEDICAL SCIENCE.

317
00:15:08,841 --> 00:15:11,075
I-I LOVE CHEMO."

318
00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:14,946
WELL, WHO ELSE
CAN YOU BE HONEST WITH?

319
00:15:14,947 --> 00:15:15,947
YOU'RE NOT ENOUGH?

320
00:15:15,948 --> 00:15:17,615
OH, NO.

321
00:15:17,616 --> 00:15:19,083
I AM GREAT.

322
00:15:19,084 --> 00:15:20,852
I AM GREAT,
I GIVE YOU THAT,

323
00:15:20,853 --> 00:15:22,954
BUT JUST SOMEONE YOU'VE HAD
A LONGER HISTORY WITH

324
00:15:22,955 --> 00:15:24,055
AND AREN'T PAYING

325
00:15:24,056 --> 00:15:28,793
COULD BE A REAL ASSET.

326
00:15:28,794 --> 00:15:29,994
WELL, IT CAN'T BE ADAM.

327
00:15:29,995 --> 00:15:32,563
AND PAUL THINKS IF YOU
FAKE A GOOD ATTITUDE,

328
00:15:32,564 --> 00:15:33,564
YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER.

329
00:15:33,565 --> 00:15:35,099
OH, THAT COULD GET
REALLY ANNOYING.

330
00:15:35,100 --> 00:15:37,568
OH, YOU THINK?

331
00:15:37,569 --> 00:15:39,837
WHAT'S EVEN
MORE ANNOYING, THOUGH,

332
00:15:39,838 --> 00:15:41,673
IS THAT BASICALLY PAUL
ASKED ME FOR A DIVORCE

333
00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:43,775
BEFORE I PASSED OUT
IN PUERTO RICO.

334
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:45,043
SO, THE WAY I SEE IT,

335
00:15:45,044 --> 00:15:46,811
HE'S JUST WAITING
FOR ME TO DIE TO MOVE ON,

336
00:15:46,812 --> 00:15:49,213
WHICH ON SOME LEVEL,
I RESPECT, BUT...

337
00:15:49,214 --> 00:15:52,150
BUT THEN HE WANTS ME
TO STAY POSITIVE

338
00:15:52,151 --> 00:15:54,218
SO I'LL LIVE.

339
00:15:54,219 --> 00:15:56,054
IRONIC, HUH?

340
00:15:56,055 --> 00:15:58,657
YEP.

341
00:16:02,895 --> 00:16:05,363
YOU KNOW,
THE CHEMO KILLED MY TASTE BUDS.

342
00:16:05,364 --> 00:16:06,898
IT'S LIKE EATING
FIVE POUNDS OF PLAY-DOH.

343
00:16:06,899 --> 00:16:08,266
HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?

344
00:16:08,267 --> 00:16:11,269
I'M GIVING UP VEGETARIANISM
TO IRON-LOAD WITH YOU.

345
00:16:11,270 --> 00:16:13,371
- I HATE MY DOCTOR.
- ME TOO.

346
00:16:13,372 --> 00:16:15,173
THANK YOU.

347
00:16:15,174 --> 00:16:17,075
I HATE FEELING BAD
ALL THE TIME.

348
00:16:17,076 --> 00:16:18,776
WELL, I DON'T KNOW
HOW YOU DO IT.

349
00:16:18,777 --> 00:16:20,678
THANK YOU.

350
00:16:20,679 --> 00:16:22,046
YOU KNOW,
DOCTORS ARE SO COCKY

351
00:16:22,047 --> 00:16:23,748
'CAUSE PEOPLE TREAT THEM
LIKE GODS,

352
00:16:23,749 --> 00:16:24,882
BUT THEY'RE NOT GODS.

353
00:16:24,883 --> 00:16:27,151
NOT EVEN GOD'S A GOD.

354
00:16:27,152 --> 00:16:30,588
I'M--I'M NEVER
GONNA FINISH THIS.

355
00:16:30,589 --> 00:16:33,291
WELL, AT LEAST
THIS IS COOKED THROUGH.

356
00:16:33,292 --> 00:16:36,661
YOU REMEMBER THOSE BARBECUES
WE USED TO GO TO AT THE ILSON'S?

357
00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:38,629
MY GOD,
THOSE PEOPLE WERE SO RICH.

358
00:16:38,630 --> 00:16:42,934
NO, THEY WEREN'T THAT RICH.
BUT MR. ILSON--

359
00:16:42,935 --> 00:16:45,136
HE NEVER COOKED HIS BURGERS
ALL THE WAY THROUGH.

360
00:16:45,137 --> 00:16:47,338
IT WAS LIKE--IT WAS LIKE
BLOOD AND GUTS ON A BUN.

361
00:16:47,339 --> 00:16:48,406
LIKE, "MOO!"

362
00:16:48,407 --> 00:16:51,309
I JUST REMEMBER...

363
00:16:51,310 --> 00:16:53,811
GWEN ILSON HAD ONE OF THOSE
GIANT GIRAFFES IN HER BEDROOM.

364
00:16:53,812 --> 00:16:55,113
SHE'D NEVER LET ME PET IT.

365
00:16:55,114 --> 00:16:57,648
WELL, SHE NEVER
LET ME PET HER EITHER.

366
00:16:57,649 --> 00:16:59,650
YOU KNOW,
I THINK THOSE BURGERS

367
00:16:59,651 --> 00:17:02,253
ARE WHAT TURNED ME OFF MEAT.

368
00:17:02,254 --> 00:17:03,421
FUCK MR. ILSON.

369
00:17:03,422 --> 00:17:05,590
YEAH, FUCK MR. ILSON.

370
00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:06,891
AND FUCK DR. SHERMAN.

371
00:17:06,892 --> 00:17:08,393
AND FUCK DR. SHERMAN.

372
00:17:08,394 --> 00:17:10,229
both:
AND FUCK GWEN!

373
00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:20,338
HEY. HOW ARE YOU?

374
00:17:20,339 --> 00:17:21,939
OKAY...

375
00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:23,875
EXCEPT I CAN'T FIND
MY EARRINGS.

376
00:17:23,876 --> 00:17:27,912
OH, THAT SUCKS.

377
00:17:27,913 --> 00:17:32,250
I DON'T THINK YOU GUYS
ARE SUPPOSED TO SMOKE IN HERE.

378
00:17:32,251 --> 00:17:36,554
WE DISABLED
THE SMOKE ALARM.

379
00:17:36,555 --> 00:17:40,758
YOU SURE YOU DIDN'T SEE
A PAIR OF DIAMOND HOOP EARRINGS?

380
00:17:40,759 --> 00:17:41,926
THEY'RE REALLY SPARKLY,

381
00:17:41,927 --> 00:17:44,462
AND I KNOW HOW MUCH
YOU LOVE SPARKLES.

382
00:17:44,463 --> 00:17:46,130
NOPE.

383
00:17:46,131 --> 00:17:48,866
MAYBE YOU SHOULD CLEAN UP
YOUR AREA A LITTLE BIT.

384
00:17:48,867 --> 00:17:52,236
USUALLY WHEN I LOSE SOMETHING,
I START CLEANING,

385
00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:56,808
AND THEN I CAN FIND--
- ARE YOU SAYING I'M MESSY?

386
00:17:56,809 --> 00:17:58,776
I DIDN'T HEAR MYSELF
SAY THAT.

387
00:17:58,777 --> 00:18:03,414
I THINK IT WAS IMPLIED.

388
00:18:03,415 --> 00:18:05,650
OKAY,
I'LL PUT IT THIS WAY--

389
00:18:05,651 --> 00:18:07,185
YOU ARE MESSY.

390
00:18:07,186 --> 00:18:09,420
I DIDN'T SEE YOUR EARRINGS.

391
00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:10,521
BUT I DID SEE

392
00:18:10,522 --> 00:18:12,990
YOUR HERPES MEDICATION
IN THE BATHROOM,

393
00:18:12,991 --> 00:18:14,092
IN CASE YOU'RE
LOOKING FOR IT.

394
00:18:19,198 --> 00:18:23,167
COME ON, YOU CAN DO IT.
IT'S--IT'S JUST ONE LITTLE BITE.

395
00:18:23,168 --> 00:18:25,937
JUST PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH.

396
00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:28,072
YES, ALL RIGHT.
NOW--NOW--NOW--NOW SWALLOW.

397
00:18:28,073 --> 00:18:32,110
SWALLOW...

398
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,611
ARE YOU A SWALLOWER?

399
00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:36,482
DON'T ANSWER THAT QUESTION.

400
00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:45,690
YES! WHOO-HOO! HOO! YEAH!
- UH-HUH!

401
00:18:45,691 --> 00:18:48,493
YEAH! WE DID IT.

402
00:18:48,494 --> 00:18:52,130
TWO WINNERS HERE,
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!

403
00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,833
WINNERS!
FREE BURGERS FOR US!

404
00:19:03,509 --> 00:19:04,942
WHAT'S THE MATTER?
YOU OKAY?

405
00:19:07,713 --> 00:19:10,782
CATHY.

406
00:19:32,504 --> 00:19:34,071
I'M SO SORRY.

407
00:19:34,072 --> 00:19:37,675
I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD.
- NO, IT'S JUST...

408
00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:40,311
I'M SORRY.

409
00:19:40,312 --> 00:19:41,779
CAN I HELP YOU?

410
00:19:41,780 --> 00:19:45,683
I'LL COME BACK LATER.

411
00:19:45,684 --> 00:19:47,652
YOU'RE SCARING
THE CHILDREN.

412
00:19:47,653 --> 00:19:51,455
I HAVE PARENTS CALLING ME
ASKING WHAT'S GOING ON.

413
00:19:51,456 --> 00:19:53,357
TELL THEM
I HAD BRAIN SURGERY.

414
00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:56,527
I--THEY CUT MY HAIR.
I'M NOT USED TO IT.

415
00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:58,930
JUST--JUST THINK
ABOUT A LEAVE OF ABSENCE,

416
00:19:58,931 --> 00:20:00,631
AND THEN WHEN YOU'RE FINISHED
WITH YOUR CHEMO

417
00:20:00,632 --> 00:20:01,933
AND YOU'RE FEELING BETTER--

418
00:20:01,934 --> 00:20:04,669
YOU WANT TO HEAR
SOMETHING FUNNY?

419
00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:08,039
I MAY NOT FEEL BETTER,
CONNIE.

420
00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:10,875
THIS MAY BE
AS GOOD AS IT GETS FOR ME.

421
00:20:10,876 --> 00:20:14,312
AND MAYBE IT'S OKAY TO SCARE
THE CHILDREN A LITTLE BIT.

422
00:20:14,313 --> 00:20:16,681
MAYBE IT'LL BE GOOD
FOR THEM,

423
00:20:16,682 --> 00:20:19,984
SO--SO THAT WHEN THEY--

424
00:20:19,985 --> 00:20:21,485
WHEN THEY LOSE
THEIR GRANDMOTHER

425
00:20:21,486 --> 00:20:25,389
OR, GOD FORBID,
THEY HAVE TO WATCH THEIR MOM

426
00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:27,558
OR THEIR DAD
SUFFER THROUGH CHEMO,

427
00:20:27,559 --> 00:20:30,795
IT WON'T BE SO TERRIFYING

428
00:20:30,796 --> 00:20:32,697
OR HURT QUITE SO BAD.

429
00:20:32,698 --> 00:20:35,333
I REALLY FEEL FOR YOU.

430
00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:37,201
I DON'T NEED
YOU TO FEEL FOR ME.

431
00:20:37,202 --> 00:20:39,370
I NEED YOU TO LET ME
COME HERE EVERY DAY

432
00:20:39,371 --> 00:20:42,541
AND DO MY JOB
AS BEST I CAN.

433
00:20:44,343 --> 00:20:46,911
IT'S THE EVERYDAY THINGS
THAT ARE KEEPING ME GOING,

434
00:20:46,912 --> 00:20:50,281
AND I NEED TO KEEP GOING
UNTIL ADAM GRADUATES NEXT YEAR.

435
00:20:50,282 --> 00:20:52,384
THAT'S MY GOAL.

436
00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:57,288
MY CANCER HANDBOOK
TOLD ME TO PICK A GOAL,

437
00:20:57,289 --> 00:20:58,856
AND THAT'S MINE.

438
00:20:58,857 --> 00:21:03,761
WELL, THAT'S THE OTHER THING
I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT.

439
00:21:06,365 --> 00:21:08,599
ADAM. ADAM.

440
00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:11,802
YOU'RE FAILING CHEMISTRY?
- I DON'T KNOW.

441
00:21:11,803 --> 00:21:14,905
YES!
YOU ARE FAILING CHEMISTRY.

442
00:21:14,906 --> 00:21:16,607
SURELY THIS DOES NOT COME
AS A SURPRISE.

443
00:21:16,608 --> 00:21:19,043
APPARENTLY,
YOU FAILED TWO QUIZZES,

444
00:21:19,044 --> 00:21:20,444
AND YOU DIDN'T TURN IN
A THIRD.

445
00:21:20,445 --> 00:21:22,246
- MOM, I'LL MAKE 'EM UP, OKAY?
- LET'S GO.

446
00:21:22,247 --> 00:21:23,948
I CAN'T.
I HAVE SOCCER.

447
00:21:25,050 --> 00:21:26,851
YOU DO NOT GET TO BE
ON THE SOCCER TEAM

448
00:21:26,852 --> 00:21:28,185
WHILE YOU'RE FAILING A CLASS.

449
00:21:28,186 --> 00:21:31,322
GRADES FIRST, THEN SPORTS.
HOME.

450
00:21:31,323 --> 00:21:34,158
NO.

451
00:21:34,159 --> 00:21:37,128
OVER MY DEAD BODY
ARE YOU NOT GRADUATING ON TIME,

452
00:21:37,129 --> 00:21:40,097
AND I'M IN A UNIQUE POSITION
TO MAKE GOOD ON THAT THREAT.

453
00:21:40,098 --> 00:21:42,433
HERE YOU GO, GUYS.

454
00:21:42,434 --> 00:21:43,968
JEEZ.

455
00:21:43,969 --> 00:21:45,771
WHOA. YOU OKAY?

456
00:21:50,776 --> 00:21:53,745
I'LL CATCH UP
WITH YOU GUYS LATER.

457
00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:11,462
DAMN IT.

458
00:22:11,463 --> 00:22:13,564
HOW YOU DOING?

459
00:22:13,565 --> 00:22:15,599
GREAT.

460
00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,968
ADAM SAID THAT YOU
PULLED HIM OFF THE SOCCER TEAM--

461
00:22:17,969 --> 00:22:19,303
YOU KNOW,
KIND OF PUT ON A BIG SHOW

462
00:22:19,304 --> 00:22:20,938
IN FRONT OF
ALL HIS TEAMMATES.

463
00:22:20,939 --> 00:22:23,107
OH, DID HE CALL IT A SHOW?

464
00:22:23,108 --> 00:22:24,709
I DIDN'T EVEN SING.

465
00:22:24,710 --> 00:22:27,812
NOT FUNNY.

466
00:22:27,813 --> 00:22:29,647
HE'S FAILING CHEMISTRY, PAUL.

467
00:22:29,648 --> 00:22:31,849
IF HE GETS HIS GRADES UP,
HE CAN PLAY SOCCER.

468
00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:33,718
YEAH, BUT BIG PICTURE--
DON'T YOU THINK, YOU KNOW,

469
00:22:33,719 --> 00:22:36,020
HE NEEDS TO HAVE SOME FUN,
YOU KNOW?

470
00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:37,021
GET OUT OF THE HOUSE?

471
00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:38,989
ARE WE TALKING
ABOUT YOU OR ADAM?

472
00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:41,992
I MIGHT BE SLEEPING
ON THE COUCH, BUT I'M HERE.

473
00:22:41,993 --> 00:22:43,527
OKAY?

474
00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:46,797
I'M HERE. AND YOU DON'T GET
TO PARENT HIM BY YOURSELF.

475
00:22:46,798 --> 00:22:47,798
YOU WILL.

476
00:22:47,799 --> 00:22:50,000
WHAT?

477
00:22:50,001 --> 00:22:52,203
YOU WILL GET TO PARENT HIM
BY YOURSELF WHEN I'M GONE.

478
00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,171
WHY DO YOU HAVE
TO TALK LIKE THAT?

479
00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:56,574
AND YOU'LL GET TO CONSULT
ON ALL THE REALLY FUN STUFF--

480
00:22:56,575 --> 00:22:57,842
PICKING A COLLEGE.

481
00:22:57,843 --> 00:22:59,510
YOU KNOW, "THIS ONE
HAS THE BETTER SPORTS TEAM,

482
00:22:59,511 --> 00:23:01,045
BUT THAT ONE
HAS THE BEST WEATHER."

483
00:23:01,046 --> 00:23:04,482
YOU'LL KNOW WHO HE MARRIES.
YOU'LL EVEN GET TO WEIGH IN.

484
00:23:04,483 --> 00:23:09,254
"THAT BETH--SHE'S A KEEPER.
I REALLY LIKE HER."

485
00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:14,492
SO JUST GIVE ME
FRICKIN' HIGH SCHOOL, OKAY?

486
00:23:14,493 --> 00:23:16,994
HEYA.

487
00:23:16,995 --> 00:23:18,396
JEEZ, ANDREA, I DIDN'T
EVEN KNOW YOU WERE HERE.

488
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,398
OH, I'M SORRY.

489
00:23:20,399 --> 00:23:23,200
I JUST POPPED BY TO GET
A FLATIRON I LEFT HERE.

490
00:23:23,201 --> 00:23:25,035
AND THEN I STARTED
RUNNING THE VACUUM CLEANER

491
00:23:25,036 --> 00:23:26,337
IN MY OLD ROOM.

492
00:23:26,338 --> 00:23:28,506
YOU KNOW,
I AM JUST LIKE MY MOTHER.

493
00:23:28,507 --> 00:23:30,274
CLEANING
REALLY HELPS ME THINK.

494
00:23:30,275 --> 00:23:33,177
SO I ENDED UP ORGANIZING
ALL OF YOUR LINENS AND STUFF.

495
00:23:33,178 --> 00:23:34,912
OKAY, I DO NOT NEED YOU
TO CLEAN MY HOUSE, ANDREA.

496
00:23:34,913 --> 00:23:36,580
I KNOW THAT.

497
00:23:36,581 --> 00:23:40,918
YOU ARE--
YOU ARE WELCOME HERE ANYTIME.

498
00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:43,154
BUT LET'S NOT PRETEND
IT'S FOR ANY OTHER REASON

499
00:23:43,155 --> 00:23:44,722
OTHER THAN
YOU FEEL SORRY FOR ME,

500
00:23:44,723 --> 00:23:46,524
OR YOU THINK I CAN'T DO THINGS
FOR MYSELF.

501
00:23:46,525 --> 00:23:48,325
YOU JUST CALL IT LIKE IT IS.

502
00:23:48,326 --> 00:23:49,693
THAT'S REALLY NOT WHY--

503
00:23:49,694 --> 00:23:52,329
YOU ARE A COLLEGE STUDENT.

504
00:23:52,330 --> 00:23:55,132
YOU SHOULD BE OUT
HAVING FUN WITYOUR FRIENDS,

505
00:23:55,133 --> 00:23:56,700
SO JUST...

506
00:23:56,701 --> 00:23:59,937
JUST LEAVE.

507
00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:02,908
GO! HAVE FUN.

508
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,348
HEY.

509
00:24:11,349 --> 00:24:13,217
THIS HAS MY NAME ON IT.

510
00:24:13,218 --> 00:24:16,086
I'M JUST TELLING YOU
SO THAT NOBODY EATS IT,

511
00:24:16,087 --> 00:24:18,522
'CAUSE I BROUGHT IN
A LUNCH THE OTHER DAY,

512
00:24:18,523 --> 00:24:21,725
AND I'M PRETTY SURE
THAT SOMEBODY ATE IT...

513
00:24:21,726 --> 00:24:24,462
ACCIDENTALLY, I'M SURE.

514
00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:27,264
HEY, PAUL, DO THE REST
OF THOSE LAMPS WORK?

515
00:24:27,265 --> 00:24:29,200
- NOPE.
- YEAH, MINE NEITHER.

516
00:24:29,201 --> 00:24:32,804
IT'S SO WEIRD.

517
00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:39,210
I'M TRAVELING
TO CHICAGO NEXT WEEK--

518
00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:42,112
GIVE A COUPLE TALKS,
MEET MY PUBLISHER.

519
00:24:42,113 --> 00:24:43,180
WANT ME TO CANCEL?

520
00:24:43,181 --> 00:24:45,649
NO, YOU SHOULD GO,

521
00:24:45,650 --> 00:24:49,154
BECAUSE YOU ALSO GET TO PAY
FOR HIS COLLEGE.

522
00:25:03,468 --> 00:25:07,105
SEAT NUMBER TWO
IS ALL YOURS.

523
00:25:32,831 --> 00:25:34,899
COLON.

524
00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:36,367
I SMOKED
ALL THROUGH MED SCHOOL.

525
00:25:36,368 --> 00:25:38,202
I REALLY THOUGHT
LUNG WAS GONNA GET ME.

526
00:25:38,203 --> 00:25:41,171
THEY'RE BOTH PRETTY GOOD.

527
00:25:41,172 --> 00:25:44,108
I'M SORRY ABOUT
YOUR LAST APPOINTMENT.

528
00:25:44,109 --> 00:25:45,509
I WAS--

529
00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:46,877
I WAS JUST HAVING A BAD DAY.

530
00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:51,782
YOU ARE NOT A GOD.

531
00:25:51,783 --> 00:25:56,253
I'M NOT A GOD.

532
00:25:56,254 --> 00:25:58,222
AREN'T YOU GONNA TELL
YOUR PATIENTS?

533
00:25:58,223 --> 00:25:59,757
I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TO.

534
00:25:59,758 --> 00:26:01,759
I SHOULD'VE TOLD YOU, BUT
I DON'T WANT TO SCARE ANYBODY.

535
00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:04,495
OH, THAT'S--I'VE BEEN
DOING THAT A LOT LATELY.

536
00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:05,796
IT'S NOT FUN.

537
00:26:05,797 --> 00:26:07,097
IT IS KIND OF INTERESTING

538
00:26:07,098 --> 00:26:09,433
TO SEE THINGS THROUGH THE EYES
OF PATIENTS, THOUGH.

539
00:26:09,434 --> 00:26:12,236
OH, REALLY?
HUH.

540
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:14,138
'CAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEEM
THAT EMPATHETIC THE OTHER DAY.

541
00:26:14,139 --> 00:26:15,472
WELL, I'M STILL LEARNING.

542
00:26:15,473 --> 00:26:16,473
- OH.
- YEAH.

543
00:26:16,474 --> 00:26:19,043
THEN CAN I ASK YOU
A QUESTION,

544
00:26:19,044 --> 00:26:20,844
PATIENT-TO-PATIENT?
- WHAT?

545
00:26:20,845 --> 00:26:22,613
DOES CHEMO
GIVE YOU THE SHITS?

546
00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,052
I-I THINK THAT'S WHY
I WAS LATE THE OTHER DAY

547
00:26:28,053 --> 00:26:29,853
WHEN I WAS SEEING YOU.
- YEAH.

548
00:26:29,854 --> 00:26:31,889
I JUST FEEL LIKE
A HUMAN JUICER.

549
00:26:31,890 --> 00:26:33,490
I MEAN, WHATEVER GOES IN...

550
00:26:33,491 --> 00:26:36,026
RIGHT.

551
00:26:36,027 --> 00:26:37,928
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ABOUT TO
ASK YOU A QUESTION THAT I HATE,

552
00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:40,598
BUT WHY DON'T YOU JUST
TAKE A BREAK FROM WORK?

553
00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,099
JUST STAY AT HOME,

554
00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,435
LET THAT FABULOUS WIFE OF YOURS
FEED YOU GRAPES.

555
00:26:44,436 --> 00:26:46,170
- THAT I CAN'T TASTE.
- EXACTLY.

556
00:26:46,171 --> 00:26:49,573
NO. I WANTED TO BE A DOCTOR
ALL MY LIFE.

557
00:26:49,574 --> 00:26:52,076
OH, SO YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED
TO HELP PEOPLE PHYSICALLY

558
00:26:52,077 --> 00:26:53,243
WHILE ABUSING THEM VERBALLY?

559
00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:55,379
I'M NOT KNOWN
FOR MY BEDSIDE MANNER.

560
00:26:55,380 --> 00:26:59,049
WELL, YOU'RE KNOWN FOR IT,
ALL RIGHT.

561
00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:00,217
TRUTH BE TOLD,

562
00:27:00,218 --> 00:27:02,252
I LOVE MY JOB.

563
00:27:02,253 --> 00:27:04,421
I LIKE THE RESEARCH.
- HMM.

564
00:27:04,422 --> 00:27:06,790
I FEEL LIKE
I'M PART OF THE SOLUTION.

565
00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:10,795
PEOPLE LIVE, PEOPLE DIE,
BUT I'M RIGHT IN THERE.

566
00:27:13,064 --> 00:27:15,833
NOW I'M REALLY IN THERE.

567
00:27:24,576 --> 00:27:26,043
I DON'T WANT
TO DO THIS ANYMORE.

568
00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:27,378
OKAY.

569
00:27:27,379 --> 00:27:29,380
AND I'M NOT TALKING
ABOUT A LEAVE OF ABSENCE.

570
00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:31,115
I'M QUITTING...

571
00:27:31,116 --> 00:27:33,217
PREFERABLY TODAY, UNLESS
YOU NEED TWO WEEKS' NOTICE.

572
00:27:33,218 --> 00:27:35,386
NO. NO, THAT'S OKAY.

573
00:27:35,387 --> 00:27:39,423
WE CAN GET A SUB FOR YOU
UNTIL WE FIND SOMEONE PERMANENT.

574
00:27:39,424 --> 00:27:41,625
GOOD.

575
00:27:41,626 --> 00:27:46,363
I'LL JUST GO GRAB MY THINGS.

576
00:27:46,364 --> 00:27:48,399
OH, I WAS WONDERING
IF YOU COULD MAYBE GATHER

577
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:49,900
ALL MY STUDENTS
TOGETHER IN THE LIBRARY

578
00:27:49,901 --> 00:27:51,168
SO I COULD SAY
A QUICK GOOD-BYE.

579
00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:53,203
OH, I'D RATHER
WE NOT INTERRUPT THEM

580
00:27:53,204 --> 00:27:54,405
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY.

581
00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:56,774
OH. THAT MAKES SENSE.

582
00:27:56,775 --> 00:27:58,008
WELL, MAYBE WE COULD
ARRANGE SOMETHING

583
00:27:58,009 --> 00:27:59,510
FOR TOMORROW
DURING HOMEROOM, THEN?

584
00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:03,080
WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO HOME
AND FIGURE OUT YOUR NEW ROUTINE,

585
00:28:03,081 --> 00:28:08,085
AND WE'LL CIRCLE BACK ON THAT
AT ANOTHER TIME?

586
00:28:08,086 --> 00:28:10,487
YOU DON'T WANT ME
TO SAY GOOD-BYE?

587
00:28:10,488 --> 00:28:12,189
WELL,
WE'LL THINK ABOUT IT.

588
00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:17,194
MR. BAILEY GOT A SCHOOL-WIDE
ASSEMBLY WHEN HE LEFT.

589
00:28:17,195 --> 00:28:20,197
NONE OF HIS STUDENTS
EVEN LIKED HIM, BUT HE--

590
00:28:20,198 --> 00:28:21,465
HE GOT TO TELL
THE STORY OF HIS LIFE

591
00:28:21,466 --> 00:28:23,901
AND PLAY THE BANJO,
FOR GOD'S SAKE...

592
00:28:23,902 --> 00:28:26,070
FOR A LONG TIME.

593
00:28:26,071 --> 00:28:30,040
MR. BAILEY LEFT
BECAUSE HE RETIRED.

594
00:28:30,041 --> 00:28:33,011
WE PLANNED FOR IT.

595
00:28:40,985 --> 00:28:42,687
CATHY!

596
00:28:47,959 --> 00:28:52,996
CATHY.

597
00:28:55,467 --> 00:28:57,267
CATHY.

598
00:28:57,268 --> 00:28:58,969
GOOD MOR--GOOD MORNING.
GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE.

599
00:28:58,970 --> 00:29:02,773
THIS IS MRS. JAMISON,
THE HISTORY TEACHER,

600
00:29:02,774 --> 00:29:06,510
AND I JUST WANTED
TO SAY GOOD-BYE...

601
00:29:06,511 --> 00:29:07,978
TO MY PERSONAL STUDENTS

602
00:29:07,979 --> 00:29:11,048
AS WELL AS TO THE ENTIRE STUDENT
BODY OF WEST HILL AT LARGE.

603
00:29:11,049 --> 00:29:15,552
UM, TODAY...

604
00:29:15,553 --> 00:29:17,488
TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I--

605
00:29:17,489 --> 00:29:19,289
THAT I SAY GOOD-BYE
TO TEACHING.

606
00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:21,792
MANY OF YOU MAY KNOW THAT--

607
00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:24,795
THAT I HAVE CANCER,
BUT THAT'S--THAT'S--THAT'S--

608
00:29:24,796 --> 00:29:27,998
THAT'S NOT WHY I'M LEAVING.

609
00:29:27,999 --> 00:29:30,300
I THINK MUCH OF WHAT
WE'RE REQUIRED TO TEACH YOU...

610
00:29:30,301 --> 00:29:32,302
IS JUST A BUNCH
OF USELESS INFORMATION

611
00:29:32,303 --> 00:29:33,871
THAT YOU WILL NEVER USE AGAIN.

612
00:29:33,872 --> 00:29:35,072
BUT--BUT THAT'S NOT
WHY I'M LEAVING.

613
00:29:35,073 --> 00:29:36,807
CATHY!

614
00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:40,310
I'M QUITTING MY JOB TODAY

615
00:29:40,311 --> 00:29:42,813
BECAUSE I RECENTLY HAD
A CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE

616
00:29:42,814 --> 00:29:46,116
WHO REALLY LOVES THEIR JOB,

617
00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:50,087
AND I REALIZE
I DON'T LOVE MINE.

618
00:29:50,088 --> 00:29:52,790
I NEVER EVEN REALLY WANTED
TO BE A HIGH-SCHOOL TEACHER.

619
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:56,059
IT'S--IT'S SOMETHING
MY DAD PUSHED ME INTO

620
00:29:56,060 --> 00:29:57,995
BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS
A LOW BAR I COULD CLEAR,

621
00:29:57,996 --> 00:30:01,265
BUT THE TRUTH IS
IT'S A HIGH BAR,

622
00:30:01,266 --> 00:30:03,267
AND I AM FALLING SHORT.

623
00:30:03,268 --> 00:30:07,771
AND YOU MAY NEVER REMEMBER
THE BATTLES I TOLD YOU ABOUT,

624
00:30:07,772 --> 00:30:10,073
THE FACTS, THE DATES,
THE--THE WARS,

625
00:30:10,074 --> 00:30:12,376
BUT MAYBE
BY MY QUITTING TODAY,

626
00:30:12,377 --> 00:30:15,546
YOU WILL REMEMBER
TO BE YOUR BEST SELF.

627
00:30:15,547 --> 00:30:18,282
YOU FIND SOMETHING
YOU LOVE DOING.

628
00:30:18,283 --> 00:30:20,784
YOU DO NOT TAKE THE EASY ROUTE
LIKE MRS. STANLEY,

629
00:30:20,785 --> 00:30:23,587
WHO HAS TOLD ME
COUNTLESS TIMES

630
00:30:23,588 --> 00:30:25,622
THAT SHE ONLY BECAME A TEACHER
TO HAVE SUMMERS OFF.

631
00:30:27,525 --> 00:30:31,929
YOU KNOW, I'VE ALWAYS
REALLY CARED ABOUT MY STUDENTS.

632
00:30:31,930 --> 00:30:34,765
I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS.

633
00:30:34,766 --> 00:30:37,634
BUT...

634
00:30:37,635 --> 00:30:40,804
I'M GOING HOME.

635
00:30:40,805 --> 00:30:43,974
I'M GONNA SPEND MORE TIME
WITH THE YOUNG PERSON

636
00:30:43,975 --> 00:30:46,743
WHOSE ADORABLE CHEEKS
I JUST--I WANT TO SQUEEZE

637
00:30:46,744 --> 00:30:49,179
EVERY TIME I SEE THEM--
MY SON.

638
00:30:50,215 --> 00:30:52,549
AND I'M GONNA GO
DO THINGS I LOVE.

639
00:30:52,550 --> 00:30:53,984
I'M GONNA FINISH LEARNING

640
00:30:53,985 --> 00:30:55,652
HOW TO PLAY <i>THE ENTERTAINER</i>
ON THE PIANO,

641
00:30:55,653 --> 00:30:58,388
WHICH I WAS DOING UNTIL MY DAD
STOPPED PAYING FOR LESSONS

642
00:30:58,389 --> 00:31:00,224
BECAUSE HE DIDN'T LIKE
TO HEAR ME PRACTICE.

643
00:31:00,225 --> 00:31:03,393
AND I'M GONNA EAT A LOT
OF MY FAVORITE PIE

644
00:31:03,394 --> 00:31:06,096
FROM KOWALSKI'S...

645
00:31:06,097 --> 00:31:09,833
'CAUSE LIFE IS TOO SHORT
TO HAVE WEIRD FOOD RULES.

646
00:31:09,834 --> 00:31:14,538
AND I'M GONNA
FINALLY FINISH WRITING

647
00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:19,543
AN APPROPRIATE EPITAPH
FOR A LOVELY DOG.

648
00:31:22,146 --> 00:31:24,248
SO...

649
00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:27,085
HERE I GO, TO DO MY THING.

650
00:31:29,287 --> 00:31:31,221
I THINK MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS
JUST KICKED IN.

651
00:31:32,757 --> 00:31:37,294
MM-HMM.

652
00:31:40,999 --> 00:31:41,999
MOM.

653
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:43,500
HEY.
- HEY.

654
00:31:43,501 --> 00:31:44,501
ARE YOU OKAY?

655
00:31:44,502 --> 00:31:46,570
I'M REALLY GREAT, ADAM.

656
00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:49,172
I MEAN, I-I HOPE I DIDN'T
EMBARRASS YOU TOO BADLY,

657
00:31:49,173 --> 00:31:51,241
BUT I'M REALLY GREAT.

658
00:31:51,242 --> 00:31:53,076
YOU'D BETTER WATCH OUT.

659
00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:55,913
I'M GONNA THROW YOU
THE COOLEST SWEET 16 PARTY EVER.

660
00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,915
JESUS, MOM,
I DON'T WANT A PARTY.

661
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,483
WELL,
I WANT TO THROW YOU ONE.

662
00:31:59,484 --> 00:32:01,919
I HAVE CANCER,
AND I'M DOING IT.

663
00:32:03,755 --> 00:32:05,088
ARE YOU SERIOUS?

664
00:32:05,089 --> 00:32:06,890
DID YOU SERIOUSLY
JUST PLAY THE CANCER CARD?

665
00:32:06,891 --> 00:32:09,259
OH, IT'S BEEN PLAYED.

666
00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:11,762
GO.
GET BACK TO CLASS.

667
00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:13,563
GO, GO.

668
00:32:13,564 --> 00:32:15,799
I GET TO QUIT.
YOU DON'T.

669
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,268
♪ HOLD YOUR TONGUE,
THE UNWILLING ♪

670
00:32:18,269 --> 00:32:20,137
♪ AND THE SAFE ♪

671
00:32:20,138 --> 00:32:24,675
♪ MAKE YOUR MARK
IN YOUR OWN TINY WAY ♪

672
00:32:24,676 --> 00:32:29,546
♪ YOUR OWN MINIATURE
FIREWORK DISPLAY FOR ONE ♪

673
00:32:32,984 --> 00:32:37,988
♪ FEAR OF FACING
THE SHADOW ON THE SHORE ♪

674
00:32:37,989 --> 00:32:42,426
♪ TIED IN KNOTS AND HUNG UP
ON THE BACK DOOR ♪

675
00:32:42,427 --> 00:32:45,228
♪ THE "BOY DONE GOOD,"
THOUGHTS OF VALOR ♪

676
00:32:45,229 --> 00:32:47,130
♪ AND THE ALL FOR ONE ♪

677
00:32:50,234 --> 00:32:54,604
♪ IT'S THE BEETLE IN THE BOX
THAT SHAKES IN YOUR HANDS ♪

678
00:32:54,605 --> 00:32:56,907
♪ AND IT'S FORMED
OUT OF FEELINGS ♪

679
00:32:56,908 --> 00:32:59,509
♪ THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ♪

680
00:32:59,510 --> 00:33:01,178
♪ THEY'RE MAPPED
IN THE GAPS ♪

681
00:33:01,179 --> 00:33:04,181
♪ AND THE SPACES BETWEEN ♪

682
00:33:04,182 --> 00:33:06,049
♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING ♪

683
00:33:06,050 --> 00:33:08,752
♪ THE GHOST... ♪
- HELLO.

684
00:33:08,753 --> 00:33:12,422
♪ IN THE MACHINE ♪

685
00:33:20,031 --> 00:33:24,668
♪ I EAT YOUR WORDS,
AND YOU MARK MY MISTAKES ♪

686
00:33:24,669 --> 00:33:28,872
♪ WE SET THE DICTIONARY
UP TO FAIL ♪

687
00:33:28,873 --> 00:33:31,875
♪ THE WORK OF POETS
IS A VAPOR ♪

688
00:33:31,876 --> 00:33:34,311
♪ WE EXHALE, IT'S GONE ♪

689
00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:42,519
♪ FLEETING FONDNESS
IS A FLICKER IN YOUR FROWN ♪

690
00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:46,223
♪ SPILLING OUT
IN ADJECTIVES AND NOUNS ♪

691
00:33:46,224 --> 00:33:51,161
♪ A MESS OF LETTERS ONCE IT'S
CHEWED AND SWALLOWED DOWN ♪

692
00:33:51,162 --> 00:33:52,896
♪ ALL GONE ♪

693
00:33:52,897 --> 00:33:54,898
YOU GOT TO BE
FUCKING KIDDING ME.

694
00:33:59,637 --> 00:34:03,640
♪ HOW DO YOU FEEL PAIN? ♪

695
00:34:03,641 --> 00:34:06,843
GODDAMN PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT!
"MADE IN CHINA" SHIT!

696
00:34:06,844 --> 00:34:08,912
FUCKING PIECE!

697
00:34:08,913 --> 00:34:13,917
♪ HOW DO YOU HEAR SOUND? ♪

698
00:34:13,918 --> 00:34:18,822
♪ TAPPING ON THE WALLS ♪

699
00:34:18,823 --> 00:34:26,863
♪ I WISH
I COULD FEEL IT ALL ♪

700
00:34:30,068 --> 00:34:31,802
♪ IT'S THE BEETLE
IN THE BOX ♪

701
00:34:31,803 --> 00:34:34,704
♪ THAT SHAKES
IN YOUR HANDS ♪

702
00:34:34,705 --> 00:34:36,840
♪ AND IT'S FORMED
OUT OF FEELINGS ♪

703
00:34:36,841 --> 00:34:41,845
♪ THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ♪

704
00:34:41,846 --> 00:34:43,847
♪ AND THE SPACES BETWEEN ♪

705
00:34:43,848 --> 00:34:46,016
♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING ♪

706
00:34:46,017 --> 00:34:48,185
♪ THE GHOST ♪

707
00:34:48,186 --> 00:34:50,987
♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING
THE GHOST ♪

708
00:35:01,299 --> 00:35:04,901
EXCUSE ME. HI.

709
00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:05,902
SO FUN.

710
00:35:05,903 --> 00:35:08,105
COULD I JUST...?

711
00:35:13,077 --> 00:35:14,978
WAS I BOTHERING YOU?

712
00:35:14,979 --> 00:35:17,214
PAUL'S JUST TRYING
TO FINISH HIS NEXT CHAPTER

713
00:35:17,215 --> 00:35:18,782
BEFORE HE MEETS
WITH HIS PUBLISHER.

714
00:35:18,783 --> 00:35:20,951
HE'S HAVING A TEENY BIT
OF TROUBLE CONCENTRATING.

715
00:35:20,952 --> 00:35:22,619
THEY MOVED HIS MEETING
AHEAD A COUPLE DAYS,

716
00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:24,354
SO IT'S PRETTY STRESSFUL.

717
00:35:24,355 --> 00:35:25,922
- MM-HMM.
- OH.

718
00:35:25,923 --> 00:35:27,124
I WANTED TO ASK YOU

719
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:28,558
IF YOU NEEDED HELP
PLANNING ADAM'S PARTY.

720
00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:30,193
WHEN I WAS IN A SORORITY,

721
00:35:30,194 --> 00:35:32,129
THEY USED TO CALL ME
THE PARTY QUEEN,

722
00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,797
BECAUSE NOT ONLY
DO I LOVE GOING TO PARTIES,

723
00:35:33,798 --> 00:35:35,365
BUT I LOVE THROWING THEM.

724
00:35:35,366 --> 00:35:37,033
I'M GOOD. THANKS.

725
00:35:37,034 --> 00:35:39,903
OKAY, GREAT.

726
00:35:39,904 --> 00:35:44,241
WELL,
IF YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND...

727
00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:34,891
LOOK, I TRIED TO GET YOU
TO QUIT TEACHING

728
00:36:34,892 --> 00:36:37,060
BEFORE YOU EVEN
STARTED TEACHING.

729
00:36:37,061 --> 00:36:39,429
REMEMBER WHEN I TRIED TO GET YOU
TO BUY THAT LLAMA FARM WITH ME?

730
00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:43,700
MM, OH, IF I COULD JUST
TURN BACK TIME, SEAN.

731
00:36:43,701 --> 00:36:45,702
HERE, LOOK,
WHY DON'T WE DIVIDE UP

732
00:36:45,703 --> 00:36:48,338
SO I DON'T HAVE TO WALK
10 MILES AROUND HERE?

733
00:36:48,339 --> 00:36:51,107
WHY--WHY CAN'T WE JUST
MAKE DECORATIONS OUT OF GARBAGE?

734
00:36:51,108 --> 00:36:54,311
NO. YOU GO. YOU GET
THE GIANT COOKIE AND THE PIÑATA.

735
00:36:54,312 --> 00:36:56,513
I'LL--I'LL MEET YOU
AT THE PARTY STORE?

736
00:36:56,514 --> 00:36:58,549
GIANT COOKIE.

737
00:37:02,253 --> 00:37:05,255
CAN I HELP YOU
FIND SOMETHING?

738
00:37:05,256 --> 00:37:06,556
YEAH, UH...

739
00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:08,124
THE PARTY STORE?

740
00:37:08,125 --> 00:37:10,193
OH, IT'S ON THE SEVENTH FLOOR,
TWO FLOORS UP.

741
00:37:10,194 --> 00:37:13,063
TAKE THE WEST ESCALATOR
AND GO ACROSS THE SKY BRIDGE.

742
00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:14,998
THANK YOU.

743
00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:17,801
I'M SORRY.
WHAT--WHICH ESCALATOR?

744
00:37:17,802 --> 00:37:20,937
THE WEST ESCALATOR.

745
00:37:20,938 --> 00:37:22,073
WEST...

746
00:37:26,277 --> 00:37:28,178
WHICH FLOOR?

747
00:37:28,179 --> 00:37:31,147
SEVEN, TWO FLOORS UP.

748
00:37:31,148 --> 00:37:32,215
RIGHT, SORRY.

749
00:37:32,216 --> 00:37:33,850
CHEMO BRAIN.

750
00:37:33,851 --> 00:37:36,219
OH, YOU'RE
GOING THROUGH CHEMO?

751
00:37:36,220 --> 00:37:38,221
OH, YOU KNOW,
WE HAVE A MOTORIZED SCOOTER

752
00:37:38,222 --> 00:37:39,556
IF YOU NEED IT,
AND YOU CAN TAKE THE ELEVATORS.

753
00:37:39,557 --> 00:37:42,192
OH, THAT'S ALL RIGHT.
THANK YOU.

754
00:37:42,193 --> 00:37:44,527
OH, THAT CHEMO
IS SO TOUGH.

755
00:37:44,528 --> 00:37:46,863
MY MOTHER-IN-LAW HAD BREAST
CANCER--IT CAME BACK TWICE.

756
00:37:46,864 --> 00:37:49,399
SHE WENT THROUGH CHEMO
THREE DIFFERENT TIMES,

757
00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:50,900
BLESS HER HEART.

758
00:37:50,901 --> 00:37:53,336
THE THING ABOUT IT IS THAT
WHILE IT'S KILLING THE CANCER,

759
00:37:53,337 --> 00:37:54,871
IT'S ALSO KILLING
EVERYTHING ELSE.

760
00:37:54,872 --> 00:37:57,841
IT'S JUST SO SAD.
- YEAH, WELL...

761
00:37:57,842 --> 00:37:59,175
AND THEN SHE ENDED UP
DYING OF A HEART ATTACK,

762
00:37:59,176 --> 00:38:01,111
WHICH THEY SAID
WAS MOST LIKELY CAUSED

763
00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:04,015
BY THE CHEMO
WEAKENING HER HEART SO BAD.

764
00:38:06,717 --> 00:38:08,518
YOUR INSIDES
ARE DYING TOO.

765
00:38:08,519 --> 00:38:10,420
EXCUSE ME?

766
00:38:10,421 --> 00:38:13,356
RIGHT NOW, EVERY DAY.

767
00:38:13,357 --> 00:38:15,959
THAT'S WHY
OUR HAIR TURNS GRAY,

768
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:17,460
WHY YOU NEED
THOSE READING GLASSES

769
00:38:17,461 --> 00:38:18,762
YOU DIDN'T NEED
WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER.

770
00:38:18,763 --> 00:38:21,564
OUR--OUR--OUR BODIES,
THEY SHUT DOWN

771
00:38:21,565 --> 00:38:25,169
A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME
UNTIL WE ALL DIE.

772
00:38:27,004 --> 00:38:28,805
I WONDER HOW YOU'RE GONNA GO.

773
00:38:28,806 --> 00:38:30,373
YOU KNOW?

774
00:38:30,374 --> 00:38:33,977
IF IT'S NOT CANCER,
WHICH IT COULD BE.

775
00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:35,879
I WONDER.

776
00:38:41,052 --> 00:38:42,552
WHAT FLOOR AGAIN?

777
00:38:42,553 --> 00:38:44,355
SEVEN.

778
00:39:03,374 --> 00:39:05,575
UGH!

779
00:39:05,576 --> 00:39:07,477
GOD, I FE--I FEEL LIKE
I HAVE DEMENTIA.

780
00:39:07,478 --> 00:39:08,912
I ALWAYS USE THE SAME ONE.

781
00:39:08,913 --> 00:39:11,614
- WELL, IS IT YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- DUH, NO.

782
00:39:11,615 --> 00:39:13,683
WELL,
IS IT ADAM'S BIRTHDAY?

783
00:39:13,684 --> 00:39:15,151
IS IT ADAM'S MIDDLE NAME?
- NO.

784
00:39:15,152 --> 00:39:16,486
WHAT IS
ADAM'S MIDDLE NAME?

785
00:39:16,487 --> 00:39:18,188
- MARK.
- WELL, IS IT "ADAM MARK"?

786
00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:19,689
NO.

787
00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:21,491
YOU KNOW, PASSWORDS
ARE RIDICULOUS ANYWAY.

788
00:39:21,492 --> 00:39:23,693
I MEAN, THEY JUST GIVE YOU
A FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY,

789
00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:25,995
BECAUSE BELIEVE ME, YOUR--
YOUR PERSONAL INFO

790
00:39:25,996 --> 00:39:28,198
IS NO MORE SECURE
BECAUSE YOU PASSWORD-PROTECT

791
00:39:28,199 --> 00:39:29,699
WITH THE STREET
YOU GREW UP ON--

792
00:39:29,700 --> 00:39:31,368
IS IT THE STREET
WE GREW UP ON?

793
00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:32,669
OKAY, SEAN,
YOU'RE MAKING IT

794
00:39:32,670 --> 00:39:34,237
MORE DIFFICULT
FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE.

795
00:39:34,238 --> 00:39:36,039
WHAT UP?

796
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:37,507
YOUR MOTHER
FORGOT HER PASSWORD.

797
00:39:37,508 --> 00:39:39,843
NO, I-I-I MADE
THE INVITE FOR YOUR PARTY.

798
00:39:39,844 --> 00:39:43,413
I WANT TO SHOW IT TO YOU, BUT
I-I CAN'T REMEMBER THE PASSWORD.

799
00:39:43,414 --> 00:39:46,850
IS IT SOMETHING, UH, QUIPPY,
YOU KNOW, LIKE, "CANCER SUCKS"?

800
00:39:46,851 --> 00:39:48,284
SOMETHING LIKE THAT?

801
00:39:48,285 --> 00:39:50,086
SO, I-I INVITED ALL THE NAMES
ON THE LIST THAT YOU GAVE ME,

802
00:39:50,087 --> 00:39:52,021
AND YOU'RE GONNA
START HERE AT HOME

803
00:39:52,022 --> 00:39:54,157
WITH DARTS AND MOCKTAILS
IN THE BACKYARD,

804
00:39:54,158 --> 00:39:57,093
AND THEN A LIMO IS GONNA
TAKE YOU TO BOWLING AND PIZZA,

805
00:39:57,094 --> 00:39:59,562
AND THEN YOU'RE GONNA END UP
WITH MIDNIGHT ICE SKATING.

806
00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:00,563
HUH?

807
00:40:00,564 --> 00:40:02,232
SOUND COOL?

808
00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:03,666
YEAH, REALLY FUN, MOM.

809
00:40:03,667 --> 00:40:07,103
YEAH, MAYBE IT'S, UH,
IT'S "PARTY" OR "SWEET 16"

810
00:40:07,104 --> 00:40:08,471
OR "SWEET SUCKSTEEN."

811
00:40:08,472 --> 00:40:10,807
HA. ADAM, I'M SURPRISED
YOU DIDN'T THINK OF THAT.

812
00:40:10,808 --> 00:40:12,942
HELLO.

813
00:40:12,943 --> 00:40:15,011
- GOOD EVENING.
- OH, LYDIA!

814
00:40:15,012 --> 00:40:16,279
LYDIA, HI.
COME ON IN.

815
00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:19,482
ADAM...

816
00:40:19,483 --> 00:40:22,118
YOU KNOW LYDIA HYE?
- HI.

817
00:40:22,119 --> 00:40:23,953
HI, LYDIA HYE.

818
00:40:23,954 --> 00:40:25,622
LYDIA IS THE SMARTEST KID
AT WEST HILL.

819
00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:27,657
SHE'S GRADUATING
HIGH SCHOOL WITH--

820
00:40:27,658 --> 00:40:29,192
WH--UH, WHAT IS IT?

821
00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:31,861
AN ASSOCIATE'S DEGREE FROM
NORMANDALE COMMUNITY COLLEGE.

822
00:40:31,862 --> 00:40:33,797
I TAKE ONLINE COURSES
FROM THERE.

823
00:40:33,798 --> 00:40:36,332
THAT'S HOW GOOD SHE IS.
I MEAN, WHO THINKS OF THAT?

824
00:40:36,333 --> 00:40:39,469
SHE DID. LYDIA DID.
YOU DID.

825
00:40:39,470 --> 00:40:41,137
SO LYDIA
IS YOUR NEW TUTOR.

826
00:40:41,138 --> 00:40:42,906
FROM NOW UNTIL GRADUATION--

827
00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:44,073
YOU ARE LYDIA'S BITCH.

828
00:40:44,074 --> 00:40:45,775
- SEAN.
- NO, IT'S A COMPLIMENT TO HER,

829
00:40:45,776 --> 00:40:48,678
TO LYDIA, TO YOU.
- THANK YOU.

830
00:40:48,679 --> 00:40:50,046
MOM, I DON'T NEED
A TUTOR, OKAY?

831
00:40:50,047 --> 00:40:54,585
I'LL CATCH UP ON MY OWN.
- EH, JUST--JUST TO BE SURE.

832
00:40:56,253 --> 00:40:57,454
FINE.

833
00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:59,856
I'LL TRY TO MAKE THIS
A PAINLESS PROCESS.

834
00:40:59,857 --> 00:41:02,559
OKAY, SO WHY DON'T YOU START
WITH CHEMISTRY

835
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:04,260
IN THE LIVING ROOM?
- STOP IT.

836
00:41:04,261 --> 00:41:05,762
AND, UH,
WE'LL GET OUT OF HERE.

837
00:41:05,763 --> 00:41:07,297
I'LL GET MY BOOK.

838
00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,731
I MEAN,
I AM GONNA FIGURE THIS OUT.

839
00:41:08,732 --> 00:41:10,800
I-I KNOW YOU.

840
00:41:53,277 --> 00:41:56,079
I MEAN, WHEN I ONLY
SEE A NAME ON A TOMBSTONE

841
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,715
IN A CEMETERY, I'M CURIOUS.
- ABOUT WHAT?

842
00:41:58,716 --> 00:42:01,985
WELL, I JUST--
I WANT MORE...

843
00:42:01,986 --> 00:42:05,622
YOU KNOW,
LIKE WHO THE PERSON WAS...

844
00:42:05,623 --> 00:42:07,524
YOU KNOW, HOW THEY DIED,

845
00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:11,461
SOMETHING FUNNY
THEY MIGHT'VE DONE.

846
00:42:11,462 --> 00:42:14,030
I MEAN, WHAT THEY WOULD WANT
SOMEONE LIKE ME, A PASSERBY,

847
00:42:14,031 --> 00:42:15,965
TO KNOW.

848
00:42:15,966 --> 00:42:18,167
LIKE THE MEANING
OF THEIR LIFE?

849
00:42:18,168 --> 00:42:19,502
UH...

850
00:42:19,503 --> 00:42:23,673
MAYBE. I JUST...

851
00:42:23,674 --> 00:42:26,476
JUST WHY
HAVE A MARKER AT ALL?

852
00:42:26,477 --> 00:42:27,710
I MEAN, WHAT'S THE POINT?

853
00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:29,846
WELL, I CAN SEE
YOU'RE WRESTLING

854
00:42:29,847 --> 00:42:31,714
WITH SOME
PRETTY BIG QUESTIONS.

855
00:42:31,715 --> 00:42:33,750
OKAY.

856
00:42:33,751 --> 00:42:36,452
HONESTLY, IF YOU'RE
JUST GONNA QUOTE BACK TO ME

857
00:42:36,453 --> 00:42:38,688
SOME GENERIC
OBSERVATIONAL PHRASES,

858
00:42:38,689 --> 00:42:41,024
I'M GONNA GET
REAL BORED REAL FAST.

859
00:42:41,025 --> 00:42:43,526
ALL RIGHT.

860
00:42:43,527 --> 00:42:45,695
OKAY, THEN HOW ABOUT THIS...

861
00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:47,830
THE DOG'S BEEN DEAD
A WEEK AND A HALF,

862
00:42:47,831 --> 00:42:50,366
AND IN MY PERSONAL,
NOT PROFESSIONAL, OPINION,

863
00:42:50,367 --> 00:42:53,236
THE DOG DOESN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS
WHAT'S ON ITS TOMBSTONE.

864
00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:55,705
JUST PICK ANYTHING--
A BEATLES LYRIC--

865
00:42:55,706 --> 00:42:58,742
AND STICK IT IN THE GROUND
AND GET OVER IT.

866
00:43:08,252 --> 00:43:09,652
HEY, MOM.

867
00:43:09,653 --> 00:43:12,822
UH, DO YOU NEED ME
TO DRIVE YOU ANYWHERE?

868
00:43:12,823 --> 00:43:14,324
OH, YOU GOT IT!

869
00:43:14,325 --> 00:43:16,559
HE GOT, LIKE, ALMOST
A PERFECT SCORE.

870
00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:18,628
THAT IS GREAT!

871
00:43:18,629 --> 00:43:19,729
GOOD FOR YOU!

872
00:43:21,131 --> 00:43:23,099
YOU SEE THE LIMO?

873
00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:24,334
YEAH.

874
00:43:24,335 --> 00:43:27,737
UM, WHY IS THERE A BOUNCY CASTLE
IN THE FRONT YARD?

875
00:43:27,738 --> 00:43:29,806
DO YOU LOVE IT?

876
00:43:29,807 --> 00:43:31,240
DO YOU HATE IT?
CAN YOU LIVE WITH IT?

877
00:43:31,241 --> 00:43:33,509
WHAT'S--WHAT'S IT FOR?

878
00:43:33,510 --> 00:43:35,244
FOR THE PARTY.

879
00:43:35,245 --> 00:43:37,080
FOR--FOR JUST WHEN
YOUR FRIENDS FIRST GET HERE.

880
00:43:37,081 --> 00:43:40,984
I MEAN, IT'S THE SAME ONE WE
USED TO GET WHEN YOU WERE A KID.

881
00:43:40,985 --> 00:43:42,352
YOU ALWAYS LOVED A BOUNCY--

882
00:43:42,353 --> 00:43:45,288
I COULD JUST--I COULD JUST
PICTURE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS

883
00:43:45,289 --> 00:43:47,624
JUST BOUNCING AROUND
IN THERE,

884
00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:49,025
JUST FOR FUN.

885
00:43:49,026 --> 00:43:52,395
YOU WANT TO TAKE A JUMP ALONE
BEFORE EVERYBODY SHOWS UP?

886
00:43:52,396 --> 00:43:55,264
I MEAN, MAYBE A--
A NEW-LICENSE VICTORY JUMP?

887
00:43:55,265 --> 00:43:59,502
MOM, LOOK, I DON'T
WANT TO OFFEND YOU, BUT...

888
00:43:59,503 --> 00:44:01,137
- NOT REALLY?
- NOT REALLY. EXACTLY.

889
00:44:01,138 --> 00:44:03,172
NO OFFENSE, THOUGH.

890
00:44:03,173 --> 00:44:04,807
LOVE YOU.

891
00:44:04,808 --> 00:44:06,309
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUDDY.
- THANKS, DAD.

892
00:44:06,310 --> 00:44:09,312
- I'M SO PROUD OF YOU.
- LOVE YOU. HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT.

893
00:44:09,313 --> 00:44:11,014
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR PUBLISHER.
- THANK YOU.

894
00:44:11,015 --> 00:44:12,348
SO YOUR TICKET IS ON TOP.

895
00:44:12,349 --> 00:44:13,850
THEY HAVE SOMEBODY WAITING
FOR YOU AT THE AIRPORT.

896
00:44:13,851 --> 00:44:15,184
YOUR BOOK'S IN HERE,

897
00:44:15,185 --> 00:44:16,452
AND THEY ALREADY
HAVE A COPY ON THEIR END.

898
00:44:16,453 --> 00:44:18,354
- WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU?
- HEY, PAUL?

899
00:44:18,355 --> 00:44:19,656
I'LL GIVE YOU A BUCK

900
00:44:19,657 --> 00:44:22,225
IF YOU BOUNCE IN THE BOUNCY
BEFORE YOU LEAVE.

901
00:44:22,226 --> 00:44:24,293
OH, NO TIME, HONEY.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?

902
00:44:24,294 --> 00:44:25,495
I'M REALLY GLAD
YOU'RE NOT WORKING

903
00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,296
SO THAT YOU CAN REST, OKAY?

904
00:44:27,297 --> 00:44:29,165
OR PARTY FIRST,
THEN REST LATER.

905
00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:32,235
BYE!
- BYE.

906
00:44:32,236 --> 00:44:34,003
WELL, I'M GONNA GO STRAIGHTEN
THINGS UP IN PAUL'S OFFICE,

907
00:44:34,004 --> 00:44:36,506
AND THEN I'M GONNA
HEAD OUT TOO.

908
00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:38,841
- DID YOU NOTICE THE BOUNCY?
- YEAH.

909
00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:40,443
I FELL OUT OF ONE OF THOSE
WHEN I WAS A KID

910
00:44:40,444 --> 00:44:41,878
AND BROKE MY COLLARBONE.

911
00:44:41,879 --> 00:44:44,147
THEY SCARE ME.

912
00:44:44,148 --> 00:44:47,817
YOU KNOW,
I WANTED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING.

913
00:44:47,818 --> 00:44:49,085
YES?

914
00:44:49,086 --> 00:44:51,187
WELL, THAT FOOD
THAT I BRING HERE

915
00:44:51,188 --> 00:44:54,691
FOR MY LUNCH AND SNACKS
AND THINGS...

916
00:44:54,692 --> 00:44:55,725
YES.

917
00:44:55,726 --> 00:44:57,894
WELL, I VE
A GLUTEN INTOLERANCE,

918
00:44:57,895 --> 00:45:00,029
SO I HAVE TO BE REALLY CAREFUL
ABOUT WHAT I EAT.

919
00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:03,099
SOUNDS VERY CHALLENGING.

920
00:45:03,100 --> 00:45:04,902
DID YOU EAT MY FOOD?

921
00:45:07,838 --> 00:45:08,805
I DID.

922
00:45:08,806 --> 00:45:10,807
I DIDN'T WANT TO.

923
00:45:10,808 --> 00:45:13,810
I WANTED TO EAT MY--MY FAVORITE
CHERRY PIE FROM KOWALSKI'S,

924
00:45:13,811 --> 00:45:15,912
BUT SINCE
MY TASTE BUDS DON'T WORK,

925
00:45:15,913 --> 00:45:20,083
IT JUST FELT LIKE GLUE
WITH LUMPS IN IT.

926
00:45:20,084 --> 00:45:23,152
AND THEN I SAW YOUR PASTA WITH
THE LITTLE CRUNCHY THINGS IN IT,

927
00:45:23,153 --> 00:45:26,723
AND I-I WANTED TO SEE WHAT IT
WOULD FEEL LIKE IN MY MOUTH,

928
00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:29,025
AND SO I--

929
00:45:29,026 --> 00:45:33,229
I WOULDN'T SAY I ATE YOUR FOOD,
SO MUCH AS I ATE YOUR TEXTURE.

930
00:45:33,230 --> 00:45:36,933
BUT, YES, I DID EAT IT.

931
00:45:36,934 --> 00:45:40,570
WELL, REFINED SUGARS
ARE BAD FOR YOU ANYWAY.

932
00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:44,373
YOU KNOW, CONVINCING YOURSELF
YOU HAVE A GLUTEN INTOLERANCE

933
00:45:44,374 --> 00:45:47,344
BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IS TOO PERFECT
OTHERWISE IS WORSE.

934
00:45:54,985 --> 00:45:56,686
WHOO-HOO!

935
00:45:56,687 --> 00:45:58,621
WELL, ISN'T THAT SOMETHING?

936
00:45:58,622 --> 00:46:02,859
AH!

937
00:46:02,860 --> 00:46:05,294
THIS IS FUN!

938
00:46:05,295 --> 00:46:07,430
I-I-I LOVE THIS
BIG WASTE OF PLASTIC!

939
00:46:07,431 --> 00:46:08,931
OH, THANK YOU, GOD!

940
00:46:08,932 --> 00:46:11,434
SOMEONE LIKES MY BOUNCY!

941
00:46:11,435 --> 00:46:13,269
HA! HA!

942
00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:15,204
HELP ME UP.

943
00:46:15,205 --> 00:46:17,573
WAIT, WAIT, ARE YOU SURE?

944
00:46:17,574 --> 00:46:19,976
YEAH. YEAH, YEAH. JUST--
JUST DON'T MAKE IT TOO ROUGH.

945
00:46:19,977 --> 00:46:22,646
ALL RIGHT.

946
00:46:25,415 --> 00:46:29,118
YOU READY?

947
00:46:29,119 --> 00:46:32,155
BOUNCE, BOUNCE,
BOUNCE, BOUNCE.

948
00:46:32,156 --> 00:46:34,257
GOOD, HUH?

949
00:46:34,258 --> 00:46:36,726
THERE YOU GO, YOU GOT IT.

950
00:46:36,727 --> 00:46:38,928
WHOA!

951
00:46:38,929 --> 00:46:40,630
WHOO!

952
00:46:40,631 --> 00:46:43,266
AH!

953
00:46:43,267 --> 00:46:45,301
WHOO!

954
00:46:47,171 --> 00:46:51,474
♪ HOLD ON,
BEFORE SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART ♪

955
00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:54,977
♪ HOLD ON,
LET'S GET BACK TO THE START ♪

956
00:46:54,978 --> 00:46:58,147
♪ HOLD ON,
I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH ♪

957
00:46:58,148 --> 00:46:59,816
♪ YOU NEED ME, BABY ♪

958
00:46:59,817 --> 00:47:01,918
♪ JUST LIKE I NEED YOU ♪

959
00:47:01,919 --> 00:47:04,520
♪ HOLD ON,
BEFORE SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART ♪

960
00:47:04,521 --> 00:47:07,256
OH!

961
00:47:07,257 --> 00:47:09,358
AH!

962
00:47:09,359 --> 00:47:10,359
OH...
- WHAT?

963
00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:11,794
WHAT--WHAT'S WRONG?

964
00:47:11,795 --> 00:47:14,964
AH, IT APPEARS...

965
00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:16,866
I'VE LOST CONTROL
OF MY BOWELS.

966
00:47:16,867 --> 00:47:19,001
STOP.

967
00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:20,770
YOU SH--YOU SHITHEAD!

968
00:47:20,771 --> 00:47:22,538
OH, I'M THE SHITTY ONE?

969
00:47:22,539 --> 00:47:24,640
- LOOK, MOM, I'LL--I'LL HELP.
- NO, ADAM.

970
00:47:24,641 --> 00:47:29,111
STAY RIGHT THERE.
- I GOT IT! I GOT IT!

971
00:47:29,112 --> 00:47:30,947
I GOT THIS.

972
00:47:30,948 --> 00:47:33,850
- AH...
- I GOT IT. I GOT IT.

973
00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:36,319
COME ON, LET US LADIES
HAVE OUR PRIVATE TIME. COME ON.

974
00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:38,387
OH, GOD.

975
00:47:38,388 --> 00:47:40,724
CATHY, I'M--I'M SORRY.

976
00:47:50,467 --> 00:47:53,302
I'M SORRY, CATH.

977
00:47:53,303 --> 00:47:57,206
I JUST--
I KEEP SEEING ADAM'S FACE,

978
00:47:57,207 --> 00:47:59,175
JUST SO HORRIFIED.

979
00:47:59,176 --> 00:48:02,411
OH, HE'S FINE.
HE WAS JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU.

980
00:48:02,412 --> 00:48:04,447
AND NOW I'M CRYING.

981
00:48:04,448 --> 00:48:06,449
I CAN'T KEEP ANYTHING IN.

982
00:48:06,450 --> 00:48:09,218
- THEN LET IT OUT.
- YOU KNOW...

983
00:48:09,219 --> 00:48:11,721
SEAN HAS BEEN GREAT,
BUT THERE ARE TIMES I JUST--

984
00:48:11,722 --> 00:48:13,489
I JUST WANT TO PUNCH HIM
IN HIS LAUGH HOLE.

985
00:48:13,490 --> 00:48:17,059
THANK GOD YOU SHOWED UP.

986
00:48:17,060 --> 00:48:21,163
OH, I JUST REMEMBERED
A FEW MORE THINGS I LEFT HERE--

987
00:48:21,164 --> 00:48:24,201
A COUPLE BOOKS
AND A PAIR OF SHOES.

988
00:48:26,203 --> 00:48:30,207
I'M--I DIDN'T MEAN
TO BE MEAN TO YOU THE OTHER DAY.

989
00:48:33,076 --> 00:48:34,877
MM, TELL ME
ABOUT COLLEGE LIFE.

990
00:48:34,878 --> 00:48:36,980
IS IT AMAZING?

991
00:48:41,652 --> 00:48:44,220
CAN I JUST
BE HONEST WITH YOU?

992
00:48:44,221 --> 00:48:46,555
OH, ANDREA.
WE--

993
00:48:46,556 --> 00:48:50,327
WE ARE EMBARRASSINGLY CLOSE
AT THIS POINT.

994
00:48:53,463 --> 00:48:55,865
I'M JUST
NOT FEELING IT YET.

995
00:48:55,866 --> 00:48:58,801
I HATE LIVING
IN THE DORMS, AND...

996
00:48:58,802 --> 00:49:01,337
MY ROOMMATE SMOKES IN OUR ROOM.

997
00:49:01,338 --> 00:49:03,105
I'M PRETTY SURE
SHE'S A SEX ADDICT,

998
00:49:03,106 --> 00:49:04,874
AND SHE ACCUSED ME
OF STEALING.

999
00:49:04,875 --> 00:49:06,275
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

1000
00:49:06,276 --> 00:49:11,280
SO YOU WERE JUST LYING
WHEN YOU SAID HOW GREAT IT WAS?

1001
00:49:11,281 --> 00:49:14,785
I JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU
TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME.

1002
00:49:18,288 --> 00:49:19,755
DO YOU WANT TO MOVE
BACK HERE?

1003
00:49:19,756 --> 00:49:23,326
I MEAN, IT'S--IT'S NOT
A LONG COMMUTE, BUT IT--

1004
00:49:23,327 --> 00:49:25,394
IT WOULD INVOLVE BEING AROUND
A DISGUSTING SICK PERSON

1005
00:49:25,395 --> 00:49:26,762
AND A LOT OF DRUGS.

1006
00:49:26,763 --> 00:49:28,264
ARE YOU SERIOUS?

1007
00:49:28,265 --> 00:49:30,666
THE DORMS ARE FILLED
WITH DISGUSTING SICK PEOPLE

1008
00:49:30,667 --> 00:49:32,168
AND A LOT OF DRUGS.

1009
00:49:32,169 --> 00:49:34,103
BUT I DON'T WANT THAT SLUT BITCH
ROOMMATE OF MINE

1010
00:49:34,104 --> 00:49:36,505
TO THINK
THAT SHE RAN ME OUT.

1011
00:49:36,506 --> 00:49:40,010
YOU COULD STEAL SOMETHING
ON THE WAY OUT.

1012
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,048
THANK YOU.

1013
00:49:46,049 --> 00:49:48,818
THANK YOU.

1014
00:49:48,819 --> 00:49:49,986
- HEY.
- AAH!

1015
00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:52,054
- HOW ARE YOU FEELING?
- TOP OF THE WORLD.

1016
00:49:52,055 --> 00:49:53,456
YOU READY?

1017
00:49:53,457 --> 00:49:56,325
YOUR FRIENDS ARE GOING
TO START SHOWING UP SOON.

1018
00:49:56,326 --> 00:49:57,561
I CANCELED THE PARTY.

1019
00:50:00,364 --> 00:50:02,264
YOU DID?

1020
00:50:02,265 --> 00:50:04,667
JUST NOW?

1021
00:50:04,668 --> 00:50:06,602
DID YOU CALL EVERYONE?

1022
00:50:06,603 --> 00:50:09,740
NO, I ONLY HAD
TO SEND, LIKE, ONE TEXT.

1023
00:50:19,082 --> 00:50:22,284
LOOK, MOM, I'M FINE, OKAY?
I'M NOT MAD OR ANYTHING.

1024
00:50:22,285 --> 00:50:25,688
I JUST--I WOULDN'T FEEL RIGHT
CELEBRATING WITH YOU BEING SICK.

1025
00:50:25,689 --> 00:50:28,624
IT'S FINE.

1026
00:50:28,625 --> 00:50:31,994
ME BEING SICK
IS JUST KIND OF HOW IT IS,

1027
00:50:31,995 --> 00:50:35,798
'CAUSE NOT ONLY AM I SICK,

1028
00:50:35,799 --> 00:50:37,733
BUT WHAT'S MAKING ME LESS SICK
IS MAKING ME MORE SICK.

1029
00:50:37,734 --> 00:50:39,468
SO LET'S JUST FACE IT--

1030
00:50:39,469 --> 00:50:43,239
WE'RE CAUGHT UP
IN A SICK RIDDLE OF SORTS.

1031
00:50:43,240 --> 00:50:45,474
OKAY, WELL, MAYBE YOU DON'T
NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ME AS MUCH.

1032
00:50:45,475 --> 00:50:47,411
MOM, I'M FINE.

1033
00:50:49,780 --> 00:50:51,847
I CAN SEE WHERE
THAT WOULD BE KIND OF A PAIN,

1034
00:50:51,848 --> 00:50:54,350
BUT...

1035
00:50:54,351 --> 00:50:56,586
IT'S ALL I WANT
TO DO RIGHT NOW.

1036
00:50:58,855 --> 00:51:01,657
I LOVE CELEBRATING YOU.

1037
00:51:01,658 --> 00:51:03,692
I LOVE--NO.

1038
00:51:03,693 --> 00:51:07,029
I LOVE WATCHING YOUR FACE
WHEN YOU SMILE...

1039
00:51:07,030 --> 00:51:09,533
WHEN YOU GET SURPRISED.

1040
00:51:15,839 --> 00:51:17,907
WILL YOU GO
WITH ME SOMEWHERE?

1041
00:51:17,908 --> 00:51:19,175
HMM?

1042
00:51:19,176 --> 00:51:21,278
NOT THE BOUNCY.

1043
00:51:39,863 --> 00:51:43,300
THIS IS FOR
WHEN YOU TURN 25.

1044
00:51:49,072 --> 00:51:52,241
SKITTLES?

1045
00:51:52,242 --> 00:51:54,844
I FIGURED YOUR FAVORITE CANDY
WOULD STILL BE THE SAME.

1046
00:51:54,845 --> 00:51:56,812
AT LEAST I WANTED YOU
TO REMEMBER

1047
00:51:56,813 --> 00:51:58,681
THAT I KNEW
WHAT IT WAS ONCE.

1048
00:51:58,682 --> 00:52:00,783
AND BESIDES, I FIGURED THEY'D--
THEY'D STILL BE FRESH

1049
00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:02,384
SINCE THEY'RE NOT REALLY FOOD.

1050
00:52:02,385 --> 00:52:04,821
BUT THEY'RE GOOD.

1051
00:52:08,125 --> 00:52:10,359
OH, SWEET.
- MM-HMM.

1052
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,628
EVERY MAN
NEEDS A NICE WALLET.

1053
00:52:12,629 --> 00:52:13,729
WELL, NO I HAVE ONE.

1054
00:52:13,730 --> 00:52:17,133
THANK YOU.

1055
00:52:17,134 --> 00:52:19,335
OH, MY GOD,
I LOVE $2 BILLS.

1056
00:52:19,336 --> 00:52:20,803
- YEAH, I KNOW.
- YES.

1057
00:52:22,139 --> 00:52:25,474
OH.
- THANK YOU.

1058
00:52:25,475 --> 00:52:29,179
NOW, THIS IS
FOR WHEN YOU TURN 28.

1059
00:52:35,018 --> 00:52:37,286
<i>"THE AMAZING BOOK
OF AMAZING BIRDS"?</i>

1060
00:52:37,287 --> 00:52:39,288
I THOUGHT
AS YOU APPROACHED 30,

1061
00:52:39,289 --> 00:52:41,223
YOU MIGHT GET
INTO BIRD-WATCHING.

1062
00:52:41,224 --> 00:52:43,459
YEAH.
YEAH, MAYBE, MAYBE.

1063
00:52:43,460 --> 00:52:45,761
BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS POINT THEM
OUT WHEN WE'RE OUTSIDE.

1064
00:52:45,762 --> 00:52:48,264
I MEAN, UP SO HIGH,
I WOULD NEVER NOTICE,

1065
00:52:48,265 --> 00:52:49,999
BUT...

1066
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:51,934
YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP.

1067
00:52:51,935 --> 00:52:53,802
I ALWAYS LOOK WHERE MY FEET
ARE HEADING,

1068
00:52:53,803 --> 00:52:56,740
BUT YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP.

1069
00:53:00,744 --> 00:53:03,380
THANK YOU.

1070
00:53:05,315 --> 00:53:07,116
"HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

1071
00:53:07,117 --> 00:53:10,820
HOPE THESE ARE LEGAL
BY THE TIME YOU OPEN THEM"?

1072
00:53:18,495 --> 00:53:20,563
YES!

1073
00:53:22,933 --> 00:53:25,534
- UH-HUH.
- OH.

1074
00:53:25,535 --> 00:53:26,802
- YEAH.
- FIREWORKS?

1075
00:53:26,803 --> 00:53:28,771
THAT'S AWESOME.

1076
00:53:28,772 --> 00:53:31,373
UNFORTUNATELY,
THEY'RE STILL NOT LEGAL.

1077
00:53:33,143 --> 00:53:34,643
SO COOL.

1078
00:53:34,644 --> 00:53:35,945
BEAUTIFUL.

1079
00:53:37,714 --> 00:53:40,983
THIS IS THE BEST YOUR BIRTHDAY
I'VE EVER HAD.

1080
00:53:40,984 --> 00:53:43,285
ME TOO.

1081
00:53:43,286 --> 00:53:44,320
REALLY?

1082
00:53:44,321 --> 00:53:46,488
YEAH.
YEAH, I GOT MY LICENSE.

1083
00:53:46,489 --> 00:53:50,292
HAR HAR HAR.

1084
00:53:50,293 --> 00:53:52,828
ALWAYS KEEP
YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR.

1085
00:53:52,829 --> 00:53:55,030
AH...

1086
00:53:55,031 --> 00:53:56,432
I HOPE I CAN KEEP FEELING

1087
00:53:56,433 --> 00:53:59,168
AS GOOD AS I'M FEELING
RIGHT NOW.

1088
00:53:59,169 --> 00:54:01,304
MAYBE YOU WILL.

1089
00:54:06,610 --> 00:54:09,645
I QUIT MY JOB,

1090
00:54:09,646 --> 00:54:12,982
AND I HAD SUCH VISIONS
OF JUST LIVING MY LIFE,

1091
00:54:12,983 --> 00:54:17,620
OF SPENDING MORE TIME
WITH YOU.

1092
00:54:17,621 --> 00:54:22,124
BUT I-I FEEL SO BAD
AND SO TIRED ALL THE TIME

1093
00:54:22,125 --> 00:54:24,793
THAT...

1094
00:54:24,794 --> 00:54:25,961
I ACTUALLY GOT ANNOYED

1095
00:54:25,962 --> 00:54:28,664
WHEN I HEARD YOU COME HOME
FROM SCHOOL.

1096
00:54:28,665 --> 00:54:31,467
AND I FEEL SO GUILTY
ABOUT THAT.

1097
00:54:31,468 --> 00:54:34,069
AND THEN I-I WAS SO EXCITED
TO JUST--

1098
00:54:34,070 --> 00:54:36,038
TO JUST THROW YOU
THIS GREAT PARTY,

1099
00:54:36,039 --> 00:54:39,843
BUT THEN I LITERALLY--
I SHAT ALL OVER IT.

1100
00:54:45,181 --> 00:54:48,351
YOU KNOW THE CHEMO,
UM...

1101
00:54:51,688 --> 00:54:55,624
IT'S NOT A CURE.

1102
00:54:55,625 --> 00:54:57,059
MAYBE, THOUGH, RIGHT?

1103
00:54:57,060 --> 00:54:59,828
NO.

1104
00:54:59,829 --> 00:55:02,097
NO.

1105
00:55:02,098 --> 00:55:05,301
DEFINITELY NOT.

1106
00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:09,104
IT'S--IT'S JUST GIVING ME
MORE TIME.

1107
00:55:09,105 --> 00:55:12,074
WE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH.

1108
00:55:12,075 --> 00:55:14,276
I WAS HOPING TO MAKE IT
TO YOUR GRADUATION,

1109
00:55:14,277 --> 00:55:16,445
BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE

1110
00:55:16,446 --> 00:55:19,281
FEELING THE WAY
THAT I'VE BEEN FEELING.

1111
00:55:19,282 --> 00:55:24,019
I DON'T WANT TO BE
A SHITTING, EXHAUSTED,

1112
00:55:24,020 --> 00:55:26,021
FORGETTING VERSION
OF MYSELF

1113
00:55:26,022 --> 00:55:27,423
AND KNOW THAT I CHOSE THAT.

1114
00:55:27,424 --> 00:55:29,558
I JUST--

1115
00:55:29,559 --> 00:55:32,961
I JUST WANT TO...

1116
00:55:32,962 --> 00:55:35,397
FEEL LIKE ME

1117
00:55:35,398 --> 00:55:39,301
FOR AS LONG AS I CAN.

1118
00:55:39,302 --> 00:55:43,138
SO...

1119
00:55:43,139 --> 00:55:46,276
I THINK I NEED TO QUIT CHEMO.

1120
00:55:48,445 --> 00:55:52,315
WOULD THAT BE ALL RIGHT
WITH YOU?

1121
00:56:01,524 --> 00:56:05,160
THANK YOU.

1122
00:56:05,161 --> 00:56:09,698
I COULD STILL MAKE IT
TO YOUR GRADUATION, YOU KNOW?

1123
00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:12,534
YOU KNOW, WE'RE STILL HOPING
FOR A NEW CLINICAL TRIAL.

1124
00:56:12,535 --> 00:56:14,670
AND DR. SHERMAN
COULD CALL ME TOMORROW

1125
00:56:14,671 --> 00:56:17,373
AND SAY THEY FOUND A CURE.

1126
00:56:17,374 --> 00:56:19,541
♪ MY LITTLE SPARROW ♪

1127
00:56:19,542 --> 00:56:22,511
♪ THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU ♪

1128
00:56:24,881 --> 00:56:28,818
- LAST ONE.
- ♪ YOUR LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN ♪

1129
00:56:30,820 --> 00:56:33,088
♪ I COULD NOT DO ♪

1130
00:56:33,089 --> 00:56:37,593
♪ WHAT I WANTED TO ♪

1131
00:56:37,594 --> 00:56:40,462
♪ BUT I FEAR MY TIME ♪

1132
00:56:40,463 --> 00:56:44,666
♪ IS ALMOST DONE ♪

1133
00:56:44,667 --> 00:56:47,336
♪ WAYWARD WEEPING VOICES ♪

1134
00:56:47,337 --> 00:56:50,706
♪ THAT YOU WILL HEAR ♪

1135
00:56:50,707 --> 00:56:52,474
AH, THAT IS AWESOME.

1136
00:56:52,475 --> 00:56:56,311
♪ EACH WITH THEIR OWN STORY
TO TELL ♪

1137
00:56:56,312 --> 00:56:59,415
YES!

1138
00:56:59,416 --> 00:57:01,817
♪ YOU HAVE THE CHOICE ♪

1139
00:57:01,818 --> 00:57:04,820
♪ TO BEND YOUR EAR ♪
- ALWAYS LOOKING UP.

1140
00:57:04,821 --> 00:57:10,526
♪ AND TREAT
YOUR FELLOW HUMANS WELL ♪

1141
00:57:10,527 --> 00:57:12,161
♪ OH ♪

1142
00:57:12,162 --> 00:57:13,762
♪ SO GOOD-BYE ♪

1143
00:57:13,763 --> 00:57:19,034
♪ MY LITTLE SPARROW ♪

1144
00:57:19,035 --> 00:57:24,006
♪ IT'S TIME THAT I MUST GO ♪

1145
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:26,642
♪ MM ♪
- WHAT DO YOU THINK?

1146
00:57:26,643 --> 00:57:28,510
CAN'T ARGUE WITH THAT.

1147
00:57:28,511 --> 00:57:33,816
♪ STRAIGHT AND NARROW ♪

1148
00:57:33,817 --> 00:57:37,219
♪ THERE'S SOMETHING
YOU MUST KNOW ♪

1149
00:57:37,220 --> 00:57:39,288
♪ LISTEN TO ME NOW ♪

1150
00:57:39,289 --> 00:57:42,458
♪ YOU WILL OVERCOME ♪

1151
00:57:42,459 --> 00:57:46,195
♪ I PROMISE YOU ♪

1152
00:57:46,196 --> 00:57:48,096
♪ AND BE WHATEVER IT IS ♪

1153
00:57:48,097 --> 00:57:52,134
♪ THAT YOU WANT TO BE ♪

1154
00:57:52,135 --> 00:57:55,904
♪ OH, THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU ♪

1155
00:57:55,905 --> 00:57:59,408
♪ OH, THERE'S HOPE
FOR YOU ♪

1156
00:57:59,409 --> 00:58:03,111
♪ BUT IT'S MUCH TOO LATE ♪

1157
00:58:03,112 --> 00:58:07,382
♪ FOR ME ♪